There comes a point in one's life where you have to evaluate what's important and what makes you happy. Last Friday I quited, resigned. I have no idea what I'm gonna do next, but it'll probably end up right where it began.

For the past 2 years, it was also the stage where I started to mature, mentally. What I had in mind was just to earn big bucks, get to a higher position and hopefully get a good position after I completed my diploma. I knew from the start the job wasn't what I see myself in a few years down the road. Because it was recommended by my friend thats why I gave it a shot, the pay was fantastically good too for someone my age.

Little did I know, the colleagues I met at work are more than just colleagues. They became my friends. And now after a whole 2 years, they are my real friends that I would not want to lose. Friends that I want to grow old with... We could have more than a 1000 friends but there are only 1 or 2 who you could really trust and that's them.

My precious baby girls, all present in this pic !

So many things has changed within the past two years. I was sixteen when I joined the bank. With little knowledge and a naive mind. Was warned by PB not to trust anyone. True enough, some are bitches, some are assholes... Never imagine the working society to have so much politics. Come to think of it, the world isn't as simple as it seems to be.

Since this being my first real job, I didn't have any real manager before. Ricky, who has been taking very good care of me ever since I joined. We were his babies - fed, raised, and grown. Being in his team was probably the best. Although he's the only manager I had, I can foresee that he would be the best.

My babylove....Kristie. Started knowing her a few months after she joined. Didn't talk much to her back then. She was then asked to sit beside me. Started off sharing livejournals/blogshop... realised we have similar fashion sense and then decided to exchange clothes instead of wasting money to get the same ones. On the other hand, we would also get similar stuff like shoes, accessories, medicure, bags etc.

We were just like twins, people really mistaken us for one another or sisters sometimes. We started to grow on each other, no matter whats the age gap. We could talk about anything and everything. Even now that I'm not working, probably she would wanna join me in my new place too! So sweet but that's just us.

I love her so much that I went to extend of giving her the hotdog while I eat the bread. Sometimes I just asked myself, who is she ? Probably someone really special that came into my life - a beautiful angel too.

My Bff, Nurul huda. Knew her much earlier than Kristie. She was the first girl I could totally clique with. Honestly, not being racist but I had never had any best friend which is a malay. She is a totally fun and crazy person to be with.. the day would be bored without her. She's the sweetest girl... wouldn't mind spending hard earned money just to make the people around her happy. Sweet.

While I was packing my stuff on my desk into the paper bags last week, she was sitting behind me... Crying like she just broke off with her boyfriend. She looked at me with her puppy eyes... No love, I won't forget the moment you looked me in the eye and cry. I love you aights ?

Check out my bangs, totally screwed.

Permed my hair....

Dyed my hair...

Knowing them is the best thing that has happened in the 2 years... you girls are definately the ones I adore the most. Not that I won't be seeing you girls anymore, just not that often so time to get over it and I love you all !

Xoxo,

Jer love