I feel......so demoralized, if that is the right word to use ='( Everyone ahead of me, how can I not feel this way ? As much as I want to get my comm, I still don't know if I want to strive so hard for this month. With people stealing my sales when its mine, fucked up.... So many flowbacks... ='( x 100.

Did my first OT for the month today, hoping to close one cm but bloody fool. Requsted for me to call back at 7.30pm and when I called at 7.30pm no answer. At 7.45pm, he hung up before answering, at 8pm no answer. Am I a fool or he is ?

Wanted to take MC today but decided to take leave on Friday instead since PB............. he still insist I should go work on Friday. I'm tired ='(




P.S: May luck be with me....