So all this quarrels has finally taken its toll.He left a few hours ago and left a note on the table.
Sb actually woke me up a few hours after he left and told me that he had already gone home and she actually opened the door for him,not even telling me at all.

He wants me to think and he thinks that I need a well-deserved break which I don't think I really need it cos what else have we got to think ? Its not like he's gonna solve the problem after thinking.Would he change for the sake of this r/s ? I really don't think so and thats my guess only.Well,it may happened but it'll be a miracle if he does cos its so impossible for him to change.
Been telling him for I don't know 12345678 months already and he's still like that.

We've been quarrelling since we came back to my house and I hate it when we quarrel becos I've to worry that he'll just walk out of the house like tht. zzzz Is it becos this is MY house so I am giving more attitude than I'm already am giving.

We were having fun when we were on the way back.While waiting for Gerald,he used his stupid beanie to hit my face,becos I got nothing on my hand,I had to use my face to beat his face and how would I know that I would hit his nose so hardly.So like he got a sensitive nose and he sneezed.After that he wipe his mucus on the back of my shirt.Its fucking sick can.Who would like it if someone did that to them ? He can like beat me back or something,why must he do something so sick ? I hate guys who are so unhygienic.ITS A TOTAL TURN OFF CAN. but sad to say - my boyfriend is a very unhygienic boyfriend with a lazy character that makes him a messy guy.

He didn't want me reply his msgs already but I don't want to be left here alone on his 1 week break.Why must we be wasting our time thinking ? And what the hell is he actually thinking ? He could have done that a long time ago and things wouldn't have turned out like that. I feel like an fucking idiot here. And I think Im gonna draft something on all our problems and a way to solve it..




; look to eternity for thats where we're heading to