Potato chips,ice creams,sweets,soft drinks,maggie noodle... All this junk food has been keeping me alive. I can't count how many packets of Chipster I've already eaten and how many bottles of Green Tea I've drank. No,he don't give a shit if I'm eating my proper meals anymore becos I'm always skipping meals and those junks are my meals.

Auntie Pam has actually called up and told me she could ask Uncle yaya to take my school shoes over becos he may drop by her house later.I told her I would go over and take it tmr bcos there are other stuffs that I wna take too and shes so so so concern whether I'm going to school on Monday.I mean like,I will be going and my mum dont nag bout me going to school and all those stuffs.I know Auntie Pam is very concern but really its the wrong time.Its like I'm already frustrated enough and she still have to keep asking me to go to school when I told her I will be going..AH,FUCK.

Life without him couldn't get any better than this.Sitting on the bed watching shows and munching on those crispy chips.. Its like a DVD player and remote,just play and rewind play and rewind play ad rewind play and rewind..Doing the same old thing over and over again..All I need to do is stare at this screen and see the humans move in my laptop..



; Another night spent alone..