It hurts alot,it really do.Dear,you know why,what and how.

Got everything off my chest already,felt much better though still a little
hurt inside.

Had two quarrels with him today.Sounds small but its rather big to us.

Or him.I know how that arrow shot straight into your heart,but dear,

think again,what was my expression when I told you that ?

Did i add the work Joking ? ... Was I still smiling ?

Second,you accused me for nothing.Just becos of a duck rice,is it even worth it ?

No goodbye kisses today,not even a goodbye.Hur.Thats how pathetic I felt. >.<

And like I said,I've learn to understand what you always taught me,

without those squabbles we won't be where we are now,how sweet we are now

and how loving we are.

One thing I've realised and comfirmed with myself,you've never really thought

how I would feel.You told me not to say one thing and mean another thing.

But I guess you've to say that to yourself first.

Somethings about girls,you should know what Im trying to point to you.

But since you sent the msg telling me you've stopped,nothing much to say

bout it alr.

Just wna let you know,I love you still and much more aft every quarrels.

But those squabbles may lead to quarrels sometimes.Just hope you know

where to draw a line to every squabble.Those quarrels really makes me

worry,the thought of losing you is so -unexplainable- . Lol.Sleep tight pretty

boy.I miss you ~

Today
In the morning woke up at 4.30 by dear's msg,so the msg was -fuck,I deleted it-
I'll summaries it, "baby,i know you miss me,i miss you too,i know you were
crying last night,was too tired to wake up, [ and i forgotten this part] , call me
if you want to meet me for breakfast. "

So woke up immediately and bathed.
Took me only 10mins to bathe and change and comb my hair.Lol.
So said byebye to kong2 cos she was awake.Then sb said she wanted to go
home also so asked her to go kovan with me also.So took a cab down to meet
dear.Had breakfast tgt and went to school.

Nothing much happened in school.Had so much confidence in my F&N test
but when the paper was in my hands eventually my mind go blank.Lol~

Aft school went to sb's house.waited for her under her block.
Aft she came down,went to dear's house.=)
He packed his room alr,re-arranged everything in his room.
More spacious and neater.Hurhur.Hope it stays that way.Lol~

Sb,dear,jing hong and uncle johnny played mahjong so i went to sleep.
Zzz.Blah blah.then slacked at his house till 10.30pm then took a bus home.
Going to bathe now.Bye~ I miss you !

Was a very angry with dear so I dragged this keyboard
that he dump down the stairs.Lol~
My new pet >.<

And this heart explains it all.