Next month May will suck to the core because there are so many occassions. I'm gonna spend close to $500 on a total of 3 occassion.. My gawd... So depressing ='(

I needa save for school and I'm god damn stress with work. Earning less than I'm supposed to this month. Meaning June I'm gonna eat shit. How can I ever live with just my basic itself ='(

='( ='( ='( ='( And PB is pissing me off when I just told him to hang on for awhile to take a highlighter for his mum and he hung up even before I came back to the phone. Refused to pick up after I gave a call back. And if I ever did that, I would be ignored for like a few days. Read this shit head- fuck you.

Ha, should have trusted my instincts. I will never let my heart go soft again.
Once bitten, twice shy.

See the curtain behind me, I'm home ! Mummy claims I'm doing home visisting. Lol, because I only come on weekends when PB goes to work. Kongkong laughed at me because I told her I wanted to come home just for the air-con cos PB house is freaking hot and stuffy ='(

Work sucks now but still fun though - contradicting myself I know. I should have not taken the oppurtunity. Next month will be a better month :D

This job has finally gotten me sick ! I'm running a fever and feeling terrible and yet I don't get to have a proper rest at home, __. All the stess is draining my energy and I want weekends to come soon ! ='( And again, the end of month is coming, soon soon soon ! Crazy sales and heavy stress, grrrrr !

Time is 8.18pm and I'm turning in soon. Tuesday's sleep was not enough to cover Monday's lost of sleep and now Wednesday shall cover Thursday sleep as well.. Yadayadayadayada ~

Pay day is coming and soon I'm going to be broke. After saving and all, I'm left with that much to spend this month because I need to get a phone this month. I emphasize again, I need not I want.

Anyways, after browsing through all the comments and review on both Iphone and Nokia 5800, I feel so regretful because it affected me so much that I wanna complain so much to PB. But he is currently playing DOTA so ya.

I love Iphone so much because of the games but 5800 has almost everything I want besides the lousy camara and appearance, both inside and outside. Nokia menu sucks big time, even uglier than PB ! Before reading people's comment, I actually wanted to get the chio Iphone and then a baby pink camara, but now I think I'll be getting 5800 instead. Something I need...... I just need a god damn phone.

Like what kum used to told me, "I don't want to read other people's comment on how I shld be, I just want to be me when I go for the interview.". Same applies to my phone - I don't want to read the comments but I just couldn't help but to google it. Grrrr..!

How ? Any comments on which phone would be a better choice ? Probably shld go down to the store to check out the pricing and the actual phone. ='(

Anyone can give me any advice on my studies, pls ? I want to further my studies in Mass com. diploma if not Business Management. Is more modules better (compare 4 modules to 9 modules) if I want to further in degree ?

Stress like hell, I still have hell lot of time but its better to plan it out well. PB claims "what's the point of having your whole life planned out. Then where is the joy in life ? " Wtf, wtf, wtf.

Anyways, almost forgotten again, today is our 2 year 2 months of being together. Hooray, another boring month. Whole month of NO swimming ! Rarr !

Remind me again why I had this eyelash extension on again. I thought it was the worst extensions I have done and yet I'm having them on again. Oh my oh my.... now I've got my eyes infected because of the glue.

Anyways, after a year of considerating whether or not to cut bangs, here goes......... it was quite random. I just decided to cut my hair since Dear was going to work. So well, now I look like my mum, yay. But why do I look like a small girl, like all over again ?

I'm on MC today, first MC after 5 months of working there. I could have gone to work but decided not to... I had along weekend though but because sales is very bad and I feel quite demoralized already..

Less words more pictures you all would say ?

Finally have the time to update my space. Its like freaking 4.30AM now.... feeling hungry and tired. PB is playing Dota now, his PS3 is going to have cobweb soon =/

Anyways, I'm saving for my school and I'm almost halfway there ! I can feel the sense of satisfaction! :D I'm so gonna get a phone for myself next month. Not that I want to but this time I really need it because my lousy phone is finally spoilt. Official SPOILT. ( I also have been pondering on what phone to get for the past few months luh actually ).

I didn't really spend alot this month, I got myself a Longchamp bag and I really wanna get myself the Longchamp Planetes in black since I bought the Le Pliage in red.... Hmmmm...

Or maybe get myself the designer bag I saw at Holland V ='(

Been missing swimming for like 3 weeks or so. Bloody shit, PB got so many excuses. Bu we'll be going tmr, hopefully though. I wanna eat breakfast tomorrow morning, its been awhile since we went for breakfast together.

I'm having a long weekend this week. Thank God for Good Friday, haha. Shiok. Work has been tiring and stressful for this month, hopefully next month would be a better month. Why is it working in this line has no end to the stressfulness ? Btw, I've promoted :) Its good to take home a lil more but I was wondering, why shld I stress myself more for another $300 =/

Pictures.......

I joked with PB and told him " You believe I'll use money to wipe my ass because I've got too much money?" And this was what I showed him. FYI - below is a toilet paper. Cool right.

Taken in office......