Now no one is gonna complain that my post are wordy because I've got pictures =) Old pictures though =D Be satisfied with it, if not scram.

Today morning, my dear woke me up and said this to me,

"Its been awhile since I cooked breakfast for you, you want to eat ? "

Still half asleep and thought it was a joke he was making. So I replied in a sleepy to

"Ok.... Ok......

After awhile he came up with the breakfast he made, so sweet of him to make an effort because he was having a hang over.. I once wanted to try the pattaya in my school but failed to do so because the queue is always long. So today was my first time eating pattaya(chinese version?) and dear made corn soup too =D

The whole of next week is Prelim 2 and I've yet to study, no motivation - as always. Don't know what the hell I'm doing, don't even know what paper it is on Monday. Anyways, been a long time since I do stupid things like this, drawing on my body.

Was sleeping in clss on Friday and Sylvia came over to wake me up. She woke me up just to draw a "rolex" watch, tell me how idiotic she is lol. Anyways, thats Jolene mine and Sylvia hands. Jolene also had a share in waking me up during lessons. She would send me msgs like " WAKE UP IF NOT I BITE YOUR HEAD OFF!" when she's just sitting a few seats away from me =.=

On 14th of July, some shld know that it was me and dear's 17th month... So I came home and this was what I got. Instead of putting candles, he put toothpicks because there were no candles. Crazy or not, but nonetheless, I love him so much for being so stupid and adorable.

Wanna know whats been keeping me so accupied this whole afternoon ? (Click for a clearer view for my lvl and job)

Screw FUMMS, that co*ky server can just close down and die ! I'm a GM now, thanks to Ying Hui for creating her own server. Now, who wanna ban me ?!



This picture was taken on Saturday before we(dear and his bunch of friends) went down to T3.

And someone whom I've been missing and loving all my life...

Despite all the people around me bugging me to blog, I still find it hard to blog because I've totally lose interest in almost everything I like to do.

Went home ytd for family dinner, been quite awhile since we had one. He came over too, dragging our problem into the house but I still enjoyed dinner, I guess ? Felt a lil different, was it the atmosphere or just us ? Are we all really falling apart ?

Recently, there have been many big and small quarrels between us but I don't talk bout it here anymore. If any of you haven't realised. Getting too use to the quarrels that it doesn't really affect me anymore but it still hurts though..

Not in the mood to continue,

till then ~

Any other comments about my new skin ? Honestly, I prefer this skin. Its something new, I've never tried bright colours like this before. Its always either black, grey or white. Now, its like a fresh and sweet colour, not in the least striking.


Some said they prefer the old one, but like I said whatever. I BLOODY LOVE THIS NEW SKIN =D ASIDE FROM THE BLOODY BANNER =DDDDD

Baked muffin in school today, had like only an hour to do it so it didn't really turned out nice but the taste is nice. Bet dear would not wanna eat it because of the sucky appearance but I love the muffins.


So random again~

Finally a new skin, for the first time I spent so long to edit the banner, I ran out of ideas ~ This is all I could come up with, I know it sucks alot but whatever luhs.


I really love this skin alot, other than the sucky banner. Because its so pinky =D I started loving pink so much after Mummy bought me my Pink Viao Lappy. I love Baby pink, I think hot pink sucks.


Anyways, dear is on a one week plus course and he'll be coming home everyday =D Miss the days when we used to see each other everyday, now its happening.


School's getting more boring, at least there are still friends I can talk to. Esp Sylvia and Jolene, damn crappy but fun to talk to ? Maybe because they're more open to things compared to Perline. Hmmm, Perline is kinda quiet and gentle type, I can't say unsociable because if she is then we wouldn't be close friends now. But are we really considered close ?


Talking bout friends, I really miss my stupid lady ='( Haven't seen her for quite awhile or rather haven't been seeing her for like almost two month or so. Didn't attend her birthday celebration and worst of all, I didn't get her a present, I'm a bad friend and a bad skull too ='( But I promised I would get her something the next time I see her. I would find all ways to get her something even if I am fucking broke. And Star, hope you miss me this much too ~


Back to the topic about school, Prelim 2 are around the corner .I hate it when I have to do last minute revision and I hate that I don't have any self-discipline. I wish there is something that can really motivate me to study and the worst thing I hate is that I know how important education is to me but yet I'm still slacking around.


I know its bored to be always blogging bout myself. I really wish to blog bout special places I've been to and so on but sadly, I've been staying home with darling watching shows and surfing the net because we're both low on cash.


We caught HellBoy at J8 on Saturday and I really enjoyed that day though it was just a movie, it was just me and him and I think I've already learned to be more contended about everything and starting to learn not to ask for more, am I changing for good ?


Sometimes I don't get it, they always say not to change for someone because if they love you, they should love you for who you are, why must we care how people think about us. Is this all crap ? When love is invovled, would how people think about you still matter ?


Yesterday was our 17th month, we stayed at home and surprisingly I didn't grumble at all. There was no reason for me to grumble too because he was on MC. Its been a long time since I get him a gift and I really wish I could get him that "something" but everytime when I have the cash, it would be spent on something else ='(


Its been a long time since I blogged this much, maybe because I've been blogging so randomly and now I've got so much to update -This is what I call random.


Like I said in my past post, so much has changed in a short period of time, too fast for me to even realise. I miss my family so much though we just met up like two weeks ago. I always wonder how Mummy is doing at home alone, really wanna go home after school and accompany her but blame it on my laziness. And I wonder how are my sisters doing in their bf house. But seems like its all bad news, they're either on strike/cold war or quarrelling. But whatever it is, I just hope their doing fine and would move back home soon ~ but that doesn't apply to me =D SELFISH SKULLY ~


I can't think of anything else to blog now because I'm watching the 9pm show, will be sleeping after this show ~ till then.

Yesterday morning before I left the room, I looked around to see if I remembered to bring all my things, I saw a dead cockroach on the floor. It was a miracle that I didn't scream, just stun for a second or more wondering if it was me who stepped on that poor cockroach. I was like "Oh, is that a cockroach?". Actually I find myself so cute, haha. I no longer fear of cockroaches, dead or alive, I won't run from it anymore - its all in the mind.


Had my English Oral and I swear I was fucking stupid. After I left the hall, I thought back and found so many other things to say. Dumb dumb dumb, really dumb ~


I think I've really lost my interest in blogging. I really want to blog but I'm lazy and I have nothing much to blog, be it about my life or other stuffs. ='(

Maybe this can explain what happened for the past few weeks. Guess this quarrel was big enough for him to do this to my precious bear.

But everything is fine now, still loving and sweet - stiched.

Had dinner with my mum and sisters yesterday at J8 Delifrance, just to catch up with one another. Missed the laughter and all of them. Upload the pictures next time.

Webcam with my Kong Kum just now - hilarious. Did alot funny faces and poses. Kongkum came over to paint her nails, now we both have pretty nails =D Then kongkong took ugly pictures of us over the webcam, go to her blog to see.

And beloved boyfriend is home =D

Been two weeks since I blog because I'm back to Maple but apparently I'm banned by a fucking unreasonable GM for hacking. Fools ~ And for the first time Im 124, DK ! hahaha ~


Can't really remember what has happened for the past few weeks but seems like alot of things has changed but guess I'm still happy ?


Anyways, here are a few pictures of the fruit juice.