Finally a new skin, for the first time I spent so long to edit the banner, I ran out of ideas ~ This is all I could come up with, I know it sucks alot but whatever luhs.


I really love this skin alot, other than the sucky banner. Because its so pinky =D I started loving pink so much after Mummy bought me my Pink Viao Lappy. I love Baby pink, I think hot pink sucks.


Anyways, dear is on a one week plus course and he'll be coming home everyday =D Miss the days when we used to see each other everyday, now its happening.


School's getting more boring, at least there are still friends I can talk to. Esp Sylvia and Jolene, damn crappy but fun to talk to ? Maybe because they're more open to things compared to Perline. Hmmm, Perline is kinda quiet and gentle type, I can't say unsociable because if she is then we wouldn't be close friends now. But are we really considered close ?


Talking bout friends, I really miss my stupid lady ='( Haven't seen her for quite awhile or rather haven't been seeing her for like almost two month or so. Didn't attend her birthday celebration and worst of all, I didn't get her a present, I'm a bad friend and a bad skull too ='( But I promised I would get her something the next time I see her. I would find all ways to get her something even if I am fucking broke. And Star, hope you miss me this much too ~


Back to the topic about school, Prelim 2 are around the corner .I hate it when I have to do last minute revision and I hate that I don't have any self-discipline. I wish there is something that can really motivate me to study and the worst thing I hate is that I know how important education is to me but yet I'm still slacking around.


I know its bored to be always blogging bout myself. I really wish to blog bout special places I've been to and so on but sadly, I've been staying home with darling watching shows and surfing the net because we're both low on cash.


We caught HellBoy at J8 on Saturday and I really enjoyed that day though it was just a movie, it was just me and him and I think I've already learned to be more contended about everything and starting to learn not to ask for more, am I changing for good ?


Sometimes I don't get it, they always say not to change for someone because if they love you, they should love you for who you are, why must we care how people think about us. Is this all crap ? When love is invovled, would how people think about you still matter ?


Yesterday was our 17th month, we stayed at home and surprisingly I didn't grumble at all. There was no reason for me to grumble too because he was on MC. Its been a long time since I get him a gift and I really wish I could get him that "something" but everytime when I have the cash, it would be spent on something else ='(


Its been a long time since I blogged this much, maybe because I've been blogging so randomly and now I've got so much to update -This is what I call random.


Like I said in my past post, so much has changed in a short period of time, too fast for me to even realise. I miss my family so much though we just met up like two weeks ago. I always wonder how Mummy is doing at home alone, really wanna go home after school and accompany her but blame it on my laziness. And I wonder how are my sisters doing in their bf house. But seems like its all bad news, they're either on strike/cold war or quarrelling. But whatever it is, I just hope their doing fine and would move back home soon ~ but that doesn't apply to me =D SELFISH SKULLY ~


I can't think of anything else to blog now because I'm watching the 9pm show, will be sleeping after this show ~ till then.