Despite all the people around me bugging me to blog, I still find it hard to blog because I've totally lose interest in almost everything I like to do.

Went home ytd for family dinner, been quite awhile since we had one. He came over too, dragging our problem into the house but I still enjoyed dinner, I guess ? Felt a lil different, was it the atmosphere or just us ? Are we all really falling apart ?

Recently, there have been many big and small quarrels between us but I don't talk bout it here anymore. If any of you haven't realised. Getting too use to the quarrels that it doesn't really affect me anymore but it still hurts though..

Not in the mood to continue,

till then ~