I feel I'm losing touch with this world. With his presence, nothing else seems important to me anymore.

I said :

I want my freedom. Why do you get your freedom but I don't get mine ?

You replied:

What freedom are you talking about ? If waking me up early in the morning just to watch a show is called freedom then think bout it. So exactly which type of freedom are you talking about ? What exactly do you want?

I said nothing but gave a blank stare.

I don't know. With you I don't know what do but without you, I don't know what to do either. I hate to think bout the sacrifice I have to make. I hate not being able to spend some time with her.

And.... I hate you if you're not gonna care about me. I don't know what exactly I want, what exactly I need.

I miss her and I think I'm losing her.....

Maybe the drifting is the right word to use..

Glad we came this far.

Four years of f/s and still counting I guess.

Nights my lady.