Tell me,whats life without her.

Its hard not being able to hold on to both of them - both are inevitable,something I couldn't afford to lose.

One is someone I couldn't live without, the only one who brightens up my day - Mr. Boyfriend.

The other is someone who is always there, someone who I could pour my trouble to anytime - Star~

Darling couldn't really understand why I needed her, why I still insisted on meeting her. I've known her longer than him but yet both of them are equally important to me. I couldn't give up this 4 years friendship, neither could I give up this 14th month relationship.

I couldn't make him understand, he's tired of this, this topic that we've been quarrelling over for months. He still had that tiny heart that felt that I needed a lil freedom. At least that was what I felt.

But anyways, thanks my love. For believing I would keep my promise, for loving me that much. I love you.

To my best friend : I know you understand how I'm feeling everytime,this time is no exceptional. Just wna let you know, don't give up on this f/s becos you know I'll still be here after Kenny comes out. I may not be able to be there but I'll be a call away ~

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I love the technology so much now ~ 3G has become so handy,at least for me and darling. I had my first 3G conversation with darling yesterday. I swear its damn fun, I sound a lil "Sua Gu" here but really damn fun~ Then awhile ago dear just called me and he's charging the phone now and he's gonna call me later !