Where has my innocence gone to ?

I don't wna look foward to valentine anymore.Everything was as screwed as I expected it to be.
I started off the year with a bad start.New year,CNY and now valentine =.=

Why on that very special day he had to raise his voice at me,why he had to be mad,why he had to leave me there alone.I tried to read between the lines,was it me that was causing so much trouble to ourselves ?

Was admitted to the hospital on the 15th.Reason confidential,can try asking me personally.
The first night was put on drip until the second day,boths days were spent in the CCU and I can't get to sleep becos of all the machines beeping all around me zzz And the drip played a part too becos of the medicine running through my veins and body.I can't believe how I managed to past the night with the time crawling so slowly.After a few hours gone by,I saw a familiar body frame and then I realised,right in front of me was the boy I had been missing for the whole night.

Dear bought two lovely bears from me from "build a bear" as a gift for valentine and he promised to go get the clothes for the bear after we save enough for it =D The bears spent the whole 3 nights with me,staring at me with those innocent eyes.

Star came to visit me too,she brought along a cute lil monkey becos someone claimed I look like one.She gave me a balloon on the second day,so sweet of her.Anyways,thanks to those who came and those who wanted to come.

I'm feeling better now,definately much more than the first few nights.Been missing the honeydew from the hospital becos its so damn sweet lol.I'm gonna try to eat more becos I've lost a kg after all the vomitting and they bloody hell draw my blood for 4 times =.= zzzz

Now you guys shld know why I've been away from my blog for so many days..

TO BE CONTINUED....

Pictures =D

Playing around with darling's beanie,trying to act like a cancer patient =.=
Lovely bears right ? =DD
A make over for my bears from darling.
Transfering me to the ward.