Just before the clock strikes twelve,I wna wish all the lonely girls out there a Happy lonely valentine's day,lol.Just joking.

Every couple out there shld know whats the day tmr and for me,its more of a special day becos of my one year with him.Like I said,I'm not excited at all,I just keep reminding myself its my one year becos I always tend to forget my monthsary.

Last year's valentine was a very meaningful one,though it was spent at his house and dinner at a coffeeshop,I still think it is very meaningful becos we were as sweet as the honey.

This year is a little different,maybe alot more different becos I'm spending the night before my one year in Auntie Pam's room,fucking pathetic bitch I am.Fucking ruined my day already. Thought daryl would cuddle with me on his bed watching a movie with candles or smthn but hell man,he's playing CS with kasar.I'm not mad,I'm not mad.I'm just pissed with him for not thinking of me.

This is a memorable picture.It shows how much the both of us have changed in a short period of time.His long fringe is gone and my short hair has become long - thats not the problem actually.Its the love that I'm talking about.Has it actually changed ? Probably I'm thinking too much.

Ok,its 14th Feb now but it just doesn't feel the same like that day.The way he held my hand,the way he held me in his arms,the way he whispered into my ears how much he wna be with me.

Am just gonna wait here for him to come in to wish me but even before he could remember I even existed,I'm already asleep becos I'm feeling so drowsy becos of my medecine.

I didn't get anything for him,nothing at all.Maybe a kiss would be enough becos my kiss is priceless one lor.Lol.I didn't intend to get one too zzzz I'll feel damn bad if he gets me something but I doubt he would lol becos I've been with him for 24hours a day.Which meant I know what he does everyday lol.

Nights to all of you,Happy Valentine's Day.