I'm so tired..So tired to do everything,much less going to school.Mummy need a break from all the stress she's been taking,if not for her I would have skipped school today.I don't wna see anymore of the people around me hurt becos of me.

I'm already too sorry for what I've done to PB.It might just be a misunderstanding or excuses/explaination that he never wanna accept but if he trusted me.All I'm asking is for him to believe me,at least believe me becos I'm your sweetheart and not Jermaine.

I don't know what to do anymore,I've been through this before but I'm still clueless.It seems real this time.I don't know if this time apart again is for me to grow up,or for me to think,or a break for us.What is it ? At least give me a lil hint,if there's still a lil chance for us...

I sound so pathetic,maybe I am.Im left with 3 hours to sleep,I've got no idea how I'm gonna pull myself out of bed,been missing my sleep last night and this afternoon.I really need to rest my teary eyes.