I really need an answer,I don't wna run away from any more of this problems.Its hurting so much so that my heart feels like its been thrown down from the top of a high building.Beating rapidly yet hurting so much.My heart skips a beat everytime I think of it,like its gonna die off any time soon..

Seriously,if it doesn't concern her then why are we like that ? If I've fallen for another guy,do you still think I would love you so much like I used to ? No.

I don't know why I chose to forgive you the previous time,knowing that things wouldn't be better becos whats done is already done.You've fallen for her and thats a fact that we can't change.

You've made a mistake once,why won't you change ? But instead you're doing the whole same shit again.Why get me into so much shit AGAIN!? I don't need all this troubles,I've got enough troubles to worry of already.

I really need a hug so badly..I really wanna cry my heart out to someone but realised theres noone who actually knows how I feel..My sisters don't understands how I feel,Star doesn't want to step out of the house,moreover,there is school tmr.Auntie Pam has got enough troubles of her own,she would be heartbroken if she knows whats going on.

Really,I don't need this long break again.All I need is answers to my questions.Don't leave me hanging her on this thread that would snap anytime soon.Why do this to me when all I've ever done is love you like I've never love anyone before.

Screw love man,fucking feelings just gets on my nerves.Thinking of all this makes me go mad,feel like fucking kill him & myself now,cb.Mad enough right ?

Sighs,I don't know if I still have any feelings for him.I don't get it,really.If you would spend lesser time at Cindy's place then you wouldn't have fallen for her.Part of the reason why everything's so different is becos we've been spending so little time together.

You've been spending every weekend there drinking and then coming back the next day playing your computer.I swear all we ever did in this room is watch movies.What else ? How long since we've been out ?

I don't miss you at all,I miss us.Us that spends our time tgt doing plain nothing,us that stares into each others eyes knowing how much we loved each other,us that eats our meals together,us that spends time tgt with our family,us that does everything and anything together. Don't you miss us too ?

I really do miss every single bit of time we used to spend together..and all I've ever been missing all this while is the cheerful guy who makes me smile all day - Prettyboy. Where exactly have you been PB ?

God or whoever who can,pls save me from all this.Its really hurting so much..Just get this all done and for all,I don't want to be left in suspense..