I know so many people out there are concern for me..Sorry if I'm not myself everyday becos I hate to put up a brave front becos I know,I'm always that soft,always that weak..I don't know what to reply,all I can say is,I'll let him go when its time..

If I'm gonna blame anyone or anything for making us like this,I would put all the blame on lappy,maybe his huge computer too.Its all becos of games..Maybe quarrels too but from what I see is that,without those quarrels,we would still be like that cos all we've been doing all this while is nothing but using the computer..

Tonight I wanna cry

Alone in this house again tonight

I've got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine

There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me

The way that it was and could have been surrounds me

I'll never get over you walkin' away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I've thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control

But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain

To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if i turned the sad song on

"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now

that you're gone

Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters

It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better

But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I've thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control

But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain

To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain

From my eyesTonight I wanna cry