What a tiring day today but nonetheless a enjoyable day =D Went out with Darling and kitkit KORKOR(well,its complicated,Im his dasao and yet I've to call him korkor cos he's bigger than me =.=)..

Watched Underdog and we were late for like 20mins =.= Missed like 10 mins of the show only becos of the advertisements. A very funny movie but the duration of the show is super short.
After that headed to Paradiz center to play pool.Played a game with prince and I ALMOST win =.= I feel almost all my ball also tyco one lol.

After an hour,we walked to PS to have our dinner at Mos Burger =DD ! So long since I ate that and I love the froze strawberry !

Slacked for awhile and then took the train back.Prince is fell asleep downstairs and I dont know if I should wake him up =.= Sian,dont wna sleep alone man ROARRR !

I've finally fisnished my F&N and feel a whole load of stress taken away from me =DD It was really a last minute thing and I guess everyone's rushing on it but we could only blame ourselves for being sucha an idiot.Should have start doing it before she asked us.Aiya,I still never change,last year like that this year also like that . tsk tsk tsk. However,I still got a pile of Maths homework weighing me down. Gosh,I really don't know the importance of exams yet. Still complaining when exams are so so near. tsk tsk ! I bet I wouldn't be able to get into any school here - becos no school would want someone with a bad result. HAHAHA TIAN AH,why am I putting myself down ?! zzzzzz !

I'm gonna start on my Maths homework now and then I'll have enough time for my pretty boy tmr =D YES LUHS ! Finally watching movie again ! HEEEHEEE ! =DD !! Hope no dissapointment man ! He haven't even comfirm yet =.= HAHA ! CIAOS ~

Omg,I can't believe it.I don't know what God is trying to do.I was typing half way and heard the sound of raindrops hitting the metal roof.I turned immediately and started looking.It actually had a downpour for bout 10 secs but the sky is still bright.Then it started drizzling and its still drizzling now..the clouds are hovering the sun already and its becoming darker..NOW,the blazing sun is shining into the room WTF ? And its raining heavily and getting darker and bla bla bla. God,wth man. HAHAHA! I wished it would rain today,didn't I ? HAHAHA,so I see,you're here to bring me and my umbrella out ? HAHAHA.

Aye,I think I screwed up my Paper 1 compo becos I don't have enough ideas and the topics are like =.= you know zzzz And also there was not enough time for me to brainstorm so I had no choice but to write whatever that came into my mind.I know its a disastrous man.However,I think I wrote pretty fine for my Letter Writting but could only expect a pass.

The passages in Paper 2 are quite interesting,in fact the best passage I ever read in my whole life.Usually,the teachers would set something boring or difficult - like animals & their lifes,last century,basically anything boring. I like the second passage which was extracted from Reader Digest and I was very touched by the people who helped her.I've found the story online and would post only the ones that I read in my paper.The cloze passage is quite difficult but I managed to squeeze some answers out of my brain after reading the passage for the three time.
Summary was the worst part man ! We were required to write not more than 130 words and was adviced by Mr Tan that we should be writing not more than 130 and not lesser than 125.
But for the first time,I had nothing to write,I wrote 73 words at first but found something else to write but ain't sure if those were the answers.It didn't seem correct to me but zzzz had to write it down though.AIYA,whatever man,the paper is over and I am not expecting a 60 or more.Just a pass would do =D

Anyways,to keep this post as short as possible becos its gonna be a post full of words below =p
Enjoy reading the story =D

Paris by Moonlight

She comes out to the grass to dance just as the setting sun turns the red bluffs surrounding her home to cool shades of purple and lavender-gray. As she leaps through the shadows in her bare feet, six-year-old Paris Feltner watches for the stars to appear and the moon to rise.

"When the moon comes out, it's safe for me," she explains, spinning and twirling. "I love the moon." Indeed late at night, after she says her bedtime prayers, Paris tells her parents, "Love you big as the moon."

She does not know the warmth of the sun on her face or the beauty of a sunrise. Like most any six-year-old girl, she wants to be a princess when she grows up. But Paris isn't like other children. She is a child of the night.

Her mother, Jennifer Feltner, will never forget the day just before Easter in 1999 when she picked up the telephone in her kitchen and heard the news. "The results from Paris's biopsy are positive," the dermatologist told her. "She definitely has X.P." Jennifer says, "I went numb."

"X.P." is short for xeroderma pigmentosum, a rare genetic condition that prevents sun-damaged skin cells from repairing themselves. Affecting only one in a million people, the incurable disease could lead to skin cancer if extreme steps aren't taken to avoid all ultraviolet light, including indirect light from windows and fluorescent bulbs. Nationwide, only about 250 people are documented with the disorder, most of them children, states Dr. Kenneth Kraemer, a research dermatologist at the National Cancer Institute in Bethesda, Maryland. X.P. sufferers are more than 1,000 times as likely to develop skin cancers as other people, he says.

It is a cruel disease, requiring those who have it to spend most of their lives behind shuttered windows, shielded from sunlight. Some patients might lose their sight, become disfigured or degenerate neurologically and become mentally retarded -- afflictions that Paris has so far avoided. Jennifer and Todd Feltner are grateful for that, but they never imagined raising a child in darkness.

A few nights later, overwhelmed with sadness and unable to sleep, Todd curled up alone on the living room sofa. But after several weeks of crying and worrying, he made a decision. "We have to find a way to be positive," he told Jennifer. "We have to move on if Paris is going to have anything resembling a normal life."

After scouring the Internet, looking for new information and trying to find others whose children have xeroderma pigmentosum, the Feltners went into action. They replaced the butcher paper on their windows with special UV-blocking plastic, and adjusted their schedules, staying up later so Paris could spend more of her waking hours during darkness. And they checked out local malls and stores, making a list of off-limits places with fluorescent or halogen lighting.

When Paris was 18 months old, Todd(her father) heard about a foundation in Virginia that made a special head-to-toe sunblock suit, using material designed by NASA. One drawback: It would cost as much as $2,000. Through rummage sales and donations, friends and strangers rallied to put some sunshine in Paris's life,(I was touched by this part) raising $5,000 -- more than enough for two suits.

At first, Paris hated wearing the outfit, especially in summer, when temperatures in southern Utah can top 115 degrees. But these days, anxious to experience daylight, she enthusiastically jumps into the bright-blue suit for trips to and from school, dance class and friends' homes. During a town parade to celebrate Pioneer Day last year, she wore the suit under a spangled costume while riding on a float with her dance troupe.

Many of the Feltners' neighbors have tinted their own windows in case Paris comes to visit. And at Washington Elementary and the Mormon temple, every window has been tinted so Paris can safely attend kindergarten and Sunday school.

In the fall of 2002, the community rallied together to raise money to build an indoor playground for Paris. More than 150 people pitched in to construct an addition to the Feltners' house that includes a swing set, small swimming pool and a sky-blue ceiling with puffy clouds. "I couldn't imagine what it must be like for a child not to run out and swing to her heart's content," says Ed Braithwaite, a local building contractor who contributed materials and labor to the project. "It's one of the small pleasures in life." Now Paris can spend hours swinging under her very own sky, pumping her legs in rhythm with the pop music that she turns to full throttle on the radio.(and also touched by this part)

The family has even found ways to take vacations, traveling after dark, and taping black plastic to the windows of hotel rooms before Paris is allowed inside. They've visited Disneyland, and Todd dreams of one day flying his daughter to Paris to explore the city's beauty by night. None of it comes without strict vigilance, and there have been close calls. "If you don't live with this every day," says Todd, "it's easy to forget."

Our passage was about this long,just that Mr Tan edited alot of it =D Pretty boy is coming home today =DD !!

Gosh,its raining heavily again ! And I'm not out with my transparent umbrella ='( I had a good 12 hours of sleep last night ~ 5pm-5am. So I woke up between 3-4am and realised it was raining.So I thought I had a very good reason to bring my umbrella out for a walk in the rain but when I woke up,it was drizzling only.So sad can zzz and now its raining so so so heavily ='( Well,
I'm just gonna sit here and pray that it stops raining before 6pm so Auntie Pam could come home dry =D So...RAIN RAIN GO AWAY,COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY ! ~COME BACK TMR HOR !! =DD !

Prince so sweet,he said if he's back already and it rains then we could go out for a walk tgt with my umbrella ! =DD I've not used the umbrella since the day I bought it.Like months back since I bought it,so pathetic LOL

Having my English paper tmr and Mdm Toh adviced us to do nothing but revise English for the today zzzz I'm so not gonna heed her advice man.I'm gonna do my F&N coursework before I run out of time zzzzz !

I like maths but yet abhore that subject ! ROARRR ! I would happily do it if I know the formula and steps but if I my answer is wrong i would like go so mad and get angry with myself for being so careless.Hate it when I have to liquid all my working over and over again... zzzzzz I sat in the bus for 30mins,staring at the piece of paper(maths homework) filled with two long questions.
I totally got no idea wth the question is asking for and my english don't suck till that extend man.ROARRRR !

One more day and I would be able to see my beloved boyfriend =DD !!!

Shall start from the sweet morning breakfast I had with Pretty Boy.Woke up and he greeted me good morning but was still in a daze.Actually I was a little frustrated when he kissed me good morning LOL so unusual today..It was already 15minutes to 6am so he rushed me.He kept asking me to go down for breakfast but I was still preparing..But the moment I sat down on the dining table with him,eating our simple breakfast made by him,though just putting the noodles into the oven,its so sweet of him to have done that knowing that we would gonna be late for my school/his army.He would never let me go with an empty stomach =D

We left the house together and we took a cab together,he dropped me off at West Coast and he continued the cab to his camp..I wish we could do this every morning but we can't possibly do that. Ah fuck,I hate it man. His camp is so fucking far and he wna stay in already !! ROARRR!
was actually looking forward for his everyday-book-out cos I thought he could like come home everyday and leave the house tgt with me,take the train with me and bla bla.But he was posted out to somewhere so far far far ! Aye,anyways,its not his fault and I would rather him stay in now cos it'll be so expensive to travel here and there =D

I noticed the class whiteboard has been dented by our class boys.They punched the whiteboard and one guy even tried using his head to bang the board.LOL.I don't like people to destroy things,including my boyfriend...but my boyfriend is much better,at least he could make something out of the thing he destroyed and it could be used also HAHAHA

So I made a trip to Heartland mall and got so fucking fed up that they don't have stocks for my contact lens.I went to two shops and both of them have no stocks at all.So I was like "WHAT ?! No stocks at all ?! Not even one ?! Then how long will it take for the stocks to arrive?"..The salesgirl replied "the day aft tmr.."...So I didn't wanna get it and thought of going back to Hg mall to get it...But come to think of it,its actually cheaper by $15 compared to the one at Hg mall.Its only 45 bucks for 2 box.HAHAHA.So I made my way up to the shop and ordered it.
And Im so mad at darling for being so concern for me,he made me throw away the left side of my lens yesterday becos the side chipped off.Does a circle have a side ? HAHAHA,what the hell am I trying to say ? Maybe circumferences =D

To the one and only alienated (she used to call herself this I guess) Shu Xian - You may think I'm trying to make my blog a hot spot for people but I'm not..I've got other ways to make myself popular,just mentioning your name actually spoils the reputation of me but still I would want to voice out how I feel about you =D Now that theres so many people against you,you'll think that I'm taking the opportunity to blog bout you so that there would be people backing me up but hell no man ! I've been wanting to blog this out for a long time but I've been telling myself,time and time again,that you're not an alien,not a creature from outer space..I just can't seem to let the image of you and your alien head out of my mind.Everytime I look at you,nothing else but an alien appears in my mind.I know its so ridiculous and I'm exaggerating it but NO MAN,you wouldn't understand how it feels like to look at you..Aye I know why! Cos the moment you look into the mirror, "PIANG",there goes the lovely mirror,all shattered by your alien look...You know,I can't stop myself from thinking about that,just like how you can't stop yourself from acting cute. Oh God,I feel so nasty and I know you've not offended me,not at all but I just have to say this all out and geeeez,I'm feeling much better =D God,pardon me for saying all those nasty things and I know its a sin .. but I made it up by not lying(lying is a sin man) to myself and everyone that I hate Chay Shu Xian =p

HAHAHA Shu xian ah shu xian,tsk.You really make me laugh man.Which bloody sentence that I typed said that I was the prettiest girl in Singapore.Well,I may not be the prettiest in S'pore but I think I'm far prettier than you so...I guess you'll have to stop acting cute before everyone start hating you =D And precisely man,why would I wna read your blog ? Cos your fucking name is heard almost everywhere - like , shu xian is so ugly,her pictures are like shit,she acts like shes very brave and so on. So you see,I was just wondering whats so interesting in your blog that everyone is talking about - the pictures and the way you blog. So I wasn't looking at your blog to see how 'cute' you are,I'm actually seeing how you could actually make people hate you so much just by blogging and taking pictures =p

YES LUHS ! Prince will be booking in tmr instead of tonight =DD! And we'll be leaving the house tgt =DD HEE HEE HEE !

Didn't go to school today though I wanted to go badly becos I've got lots of Maths qns to ask Shi Hui about zzzzz Exams are so so so so near and I've nothing much in my brains except for some Maths formula and I'm so gonna kill myself if I don't start studying.I studied a little of Social Studies today but I think its a waste of time studying it cos I will still fail combine humanities..
I've been failing it since the start of the year so the overall would still be a fail no matter how hard I'm gonna try doing it...BUT nonetheless,I'm still gonna give it a shot - GO JERMAINE =D

I've read Shu Xian's blog and I actually find her very disgusting,no,to be exact,she looks like a creature from I don't know where..Maybe an alien from Mars.HAHAHAHA.Is she gonna say that I'm childish for blogging this out ? No man,its just voicing out my opinion about her,nono,its not opinion but a FACT,her pictures are really really horrible,with that 'birdy lips'.I mean like,whats up with her lips man.Can't she take a proper picture rather than trying to act cute when she knows that shes not cute at all OMG,she really really disgust me and some of you may agree with me that shes an eyesore =p Well,agree with me or not,shes still gonna be an alien to me HAHAHAHAHA Geez,I feel so so so bad for being childish HAHAHA

Jesus Christ,i took almost 3 hours and 30minutes doing my maths questions.Fuck man,damn difficult.I know the formula,I know how to apply it but the god damn fucking ans is wrong WRONG WRONGGGG ! I tried punching in the numbers again and again for every single question but the answer I have don't tally with the answers at the back.*No wrong looking at the ans at the back cos I have got my working =D* I tried ok,I fucking tried already and I'm super tired now zzzzzzzzzZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz Auntie Jann was so sweet just now..I was doing my hw in the room and the only light that I had was the screen that shone brightly on lappy's screen.Becos I offed the lights so prince could sleep..Then Auntie Jann brought a lamp in for me =DD

I wna ask Mr heng bout the qns but I hate staying back aft school..LoL..I wish he could teach me online or something lol cos I always asks friends online how to do it .. And I use the MSN handwritting tool thingy to draw graph etc etc etc. and its so fun actually,retarted luhs me.

Didn't spend much time with Prince just now,hugged him for a few mintues only and I went to do my hw and he continued his mahjong =.= Then he came to the room and sleep zzz Guess he won't wake up till tmr ? zzzz so shall come home to see him before he leaves the house and hopefully he could find his pathetic way there.

*BIG BIG YAWN* I'm gonna sleep now,beddy beddy here I come =DD ! Finally,can get my beauty sleep alr !! =DDDDDD !!


And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?
And then I like you for a while

No...But you won't let me
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do so that
I can't stay mad at you for too long
That's wrong but I hate it

You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)

I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ohh)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (ooh)
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact that
I...Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy)

And it just ain't right
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah yeah)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss will make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me

Was it Sunday that I came over to darling's house ? Ya,seems like a few days back HAHAHA

Yesterday,it was raining cats and dogs and I was drenched despite bringing a small umbrella..

Zzzzz I forgotten that I left my keys in Prince house so I called Auntie Pam and asked her to open the door for me.She asked me to bathe but I insisted cos I just wanted to get my stuffs and go straight home..Then had no choice but to bathe and she made me a hot cup of milo *Slurp*

Talked to her bout us and then decided to go to Prince room to sit for awhile before I go back.

Auntie Pam didn't want me to go home at all.She even wore my sandals down becos she was afraid that I would go home zzzzz So I went to Prince room and sat at the sofa bed,was hugging sharky and didn't know what to do..He woke up twice becos his phone alarm rang but he didn't see me at the corner cos I didn't move at all..Then aft he went back to sleep,I decided to sit beside him and then I touched his face.Surprisingly,he hugged me =DD ! Then he hugged me to sleep.I fell asleep a few minutes after that.

When we woke up around 5pm,I told him how much I missed him and apologized for whatever I did wrong.Well,we both are equally stubborn,we don't know how to give in,we 'Die also want face'. But actually,I'm far better than him cos I'm so thick-skin HAHAHA And I know how to tolerate =D

Went to school today and apparently,two teachers thought that I didn't attend school for the whole of last week becos I quarrelled with my boyfriend.Teacher teacher,it wasn't becos of him.Pls get this clear,I won't put this two very important things together.Study equals study,boyfriend equals boyfriend k.I won't becos quarrel then don't go school =D

School was so fun today actually,I don't know why but I think I enjoyed school becos I was lmao for the whole day HAHAHA Maths wasn't as fun as it usually is becos I think Mr Heng is not in a very good mood and I've got 123456789876543 maths qns to finish...and I'm like stuck with the qns zzzzz Should have bring back my maths notebook.

I've brought back almost all my books and I'm gonna start on my revision tmr,I know its a little too late but I'm trying hard k .. Got back my results slip for my SA2 and I failed horribly man !

ROARRRR ! Got an egg for F&N and I'm so so so mad at myself for falling sick on that day without my MC.I only had an MC for the day after the test.Fuck. Aiya,I'll do better in my EYE.

Headed back to Hougang aft school and waited for my elder sis at Hougang mall.Spend about 30minutes there waiting for my sister..Decided to go to Watson to buy some make up and facial stuffs.. Bought a few things and spent about 30bucks there =D! Satisfied with what I bought but I still have many other things to buy =( Maybe some other days.

So went to the library and wanted to do my Maths hw while waiting for Kongkum but she called me aft I stepped into the library.Couldn't decided to eat KFC or LJS. The crispy chicken is so tempting but the fast food restraunt there is always packed with students so decided to go for LJS. They had this set which is so so so God damn cheap and worth it - Shrimp & fish feast ($4.95) And the serving is more than enough for me =D And you could also add a additional side dish for $1.25 i think. I added Potato salad which is a wrong choice ! =/ I know I sound so budget luhs but dont you find it worth it ? LoL.

Its been awhile since the both of us had a meal together and we actually talked bout so much things.Last few days we had a one hour talk,today we had a half an hour talk bout my studies and her 'O' level results.She didn't score very well but she's indeed a very clever lady.. Aiya,

cut the story short,I love talking to her =D And of cos Kongkong =DD !!

Went back home and get my stuffs and came straight to Darling's house.Wanted to come in a cab but decided not to cos I've been a good girl for I don't know how long already =D Even how short the trip is,I still managed to get my ass up the bus instead of the cab ! =D Claps for Skully !

Anyways,I've decided to get myself a Guess watch after my exams to pamper myself =D Time to get myself a branded gift cos its been awhile since I buy Guess product =D YES MAN !

Oh and,while I alighted the bus this morning,a lady came up to me while I was digging my bag for my handphone.So a lady asked me in chinese "want to go or not?". I found the voice a little familiar and when I looked up I saw Gladys Koh.HAHA. So kind of her to actually ask me that.

She used to be AHEM AHEM but then I think she is so much better now.I must be some childish girl who used to hate whoever who touches my boyfriend.HAHAHA freak luhs me,who don't go through that must be an alien luhs.HAHAHA.I mean like,I'm still young and naturally gets jealous over everything.Like your boyfriend is your boyfriend,no one can touch him.ZZZ !

K,enough of the past.

Prince is posted out already to somewhere around Jurong I think.Sad can,if he;s gonna downgrade then he has to wake up very early to go to army but we can go tgt =DD ! But I rather he have a good rest man zzzzzz

Gonna go now,my lappy's batt is almost dead,prince is also sleeping already and I feel like sleeping with him but Maths hw is calling for me Sian,BYE !

and now i wish you would see me walking in the dark room and ask me to stay...
I wish I may I wish I might,grant me the wish I made today..
well well,what has happened to us ? We didn't make anything wrong mistakes,did we ?
I can't help but to think of all the impossible things that would be happening to us eg,breaking up.

His words could really amaze me and melt my small heart..And thats how you could play with words.Put them all together and you could make a girl fall for you..I would willingly get hurt just to hear his sweet-nothings for exchange,really,its like I can't describe how happy I am upon hearing how much he loves me and how much he's willing to sacrifies for me.Its like some other guys would just say "I'm willing to jump into the sea and save you instead of saving my mum " , "if I would to give you 10 roses,9 roses would be real roses,the other 1 rose would be a fake one and when that rose dies,that would be the day I'll stop loving you."

Well,all this might be very sweet but you know Daryl is so so so much different.So far he has not given me anything special YET,in fact the most memorable gift I had from him is a drawing.But his words are so damn sweet *Fyi,Im not showing off* !

A simple msg like this could actually be so sweet - "Oh jesus I miss you like crazy.. You have no idea how hard it is to not have you by my side , but its thanks to this longing feeling we're gona fall deeper and deeper in love and ths longing for you gives me strength to carry on with my work cos I'll be looking foward to my weekends with you ! " Just a simple msg like this could put a smile on my face for the whole day you know !

Another short and sweet msg - " A hug,a kiss on your head,a peck on your lip,your cheek and the last good night im gonna say to you for today,love you girl ! " He knows how much I'm longing for his kisses and so he couldn't do it in actions so..let the words do it =D

The last msg I'm gonna say - "How dramatic eh? The skys crying cos it feels and knows best how I miss my baby girl so sleep tight my precious ! " Its like how sweet can this guy get ! Awwwwww ~ I miss him like fuck now.

Let's talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something You said?

Don't leave me hanging

In a city so deadHeld up so high

On such a breakable thread

I thought maybe I could play some games and keep myself from thinking so much but 02jam doesn't help at all.In fact I'm missing all the keys and I am so so so pissed with the people in there not wanting to change the bloody song.FUCK YOU JAMMERS.

My eyes is so so so itchy but yet I can't rub it cos the side of my eyes is hurting like fuck.I don't know whats wrong,i hope its not style but its been so painful since yesterday...

I think I wna go over to his house at 5.30am maybe ? I think he's asleep already and afraid he might wake up if I open the door zzzzz I just wna see him so badly but I don't want him to know that I'm there cos I won't know what to do under that type of situation,like what am I suppose to say when I see him or what should I do when I see him ? Run out of the house or run to the toilet and lock myself up inside ? zzzzzz Sounds so scary...but why....I dont dare to face him ? zzzz.

I don't like this.It feels like we're back to last time where he would be emoing due to the stress he has from work(KM8) and bout his parents and financial etc..basically all the problems people would encounter.I don't like that period of time where he would drink till he drop and smoke packets of cigg a day and have irregular sleeping time.Thank God he's not doing this...at least he is sleeping now becos he has to adjust his time to his army time becos he's going back camp tonight.

He might not be smoking many packets of ciggs but I bet he already smoked 2 packets for this 2 days and I know he has been sleeping and I guess he drank a few cans of beer.Well,I hope those few cans of beer could make him feel much better.

This may be the last time I'll be stepping into his house,(20% only,HAHAHA) besides taking my stuffs back aft the break up.JUST PRAY AND HOPE THIS ISN'T ANOTHER BREAK UP cos I'll be so screwed up without him.Especially when exams are around the corner and I want his encouraging sms'es.

I just want everything to be settled before Thursday cos I wna concentrate on my exams.I don't wna but both of this issues together cos it'll be so hard for me to concentrate in class.Those big bubbles will pop above my head and I'll be spending all of my time day dreaming in class.. I dont wna let down so many people.My boyfriend,my mother,my beloved sisters,Auntie Pam,Auntie Jan,Auntie Yvonne and lastly my father..

Of all the post that I've blogged yesterday and today,I feel this is the best post and also one of the last post for the morning...I've not put all my emotions into this post becos there are somethings that I find it so hard to express it.Even if my English would to be perfect,still deep inside there is this feeling that no word can explain..sighs..w/e this r/s is gna be,I would still hang on to the very last moment..i love you.

Yes,I'm here to blog for I-dont-know-what-reason.. Just to waste a few mintues of my life. HAHAHA Well well,this break seems like its not gonna end till I don't know ? Next month of something,I hope not.

Auntie Jann just called..I dont know why but I actually feel better talking to Auntie Jann bout my problems with Daryl.Maybe becos sometimes she understands me more than Auntie Pam.
Becos always when we quarrel at his house,Auntie Pam would always ask me to give in to him.
Like I've been tolerating him for very long and Auntie Janns knows it or I can say,she can see it..And Im actually very happy tht someone knows how Im feeling.. =D

Talked to Kongkum for about an hour and I think her problems are far worser than mine so theres nothing I should be sad of cos I know after the both of us think through,we would be back tgt..its only a matter of time..So God bless me,him,us,everyone.Nights.

Potato chips,ice creams,sweets,soft drinks,maggie noodle... All this junk food has been keeping me alive. I can't count how many packets of Chipster I've already eaten and how many bottles of Green Tea I've drank. No,he don't give a shit if I'm eating my proper meals anymore becos I'm always skipping meals and those junks are my meals.

Auntie Pam has actually called up and told me she could ask Uncle yaya to take my school shoes over becos he may drop by her house later.I told her I would go over and take it tmr bcos there are other stuffs that I wna take too and shes so so so concern whether I'm going to school on Monday.I mean like,I will be going and my mum dont nag bout me going to school and all those stuffs.I know Auntie Pam is very concern but really its the wrong time.Its like I'm already frustrated enough and she still have to keep asking me to go to school when I told her I will be going..AH,FUCK.

Life without him couldn't get any better than this.Sitting on the bed watching shows and munching on those crispy chips.. Its like a DVD player and remote,just play and rewind play and rewind play ad rewind play and rewind..Doing the same old thing over and over again..All I need to do is stare at this screen and see the humans move in my laptop..



; Another night spent alone..

Anyone know whats the heaviest noodle in the world ? Its Wonton(one-tonne) noodle..I felt like asking him out for dinner - or get the wonton noodle for him.. Sian..


I've got nothing to do and I dont know why the hell I'm blogging here when I've got nothing to talk about,zzzzz. Lyed down but couldn't get to sleep and I really need some rest man.My eyes hurts so so so much .. but i can't get to sleep =( I miss your hugs.......



and you.

When will I see you again?

When will we share precious moments?

Will I have to wait forever?

Or will I have to suffer and cry the whole night through?

Its not like the usual - I'll sleep at 7am and wake up 12 hours later but I've woken up quite a few times just now and I know something is bothering me.I have this urge to buy wanton noodle and put it in his house but it'll be a little thick-skin if I go to his house zzzzz I have to go anyways cos my school shoe is there..

I don't know when will this break end and I know it won't be anytime soon.I wished he would like come and give me a surprise zzzzzzz which is really impossible becos he needs tht break and he wants that break.

And I jsut realized he is online =.= I totally have to idea whats up with his PM ~ "you have no idea". Idea of what ? You don't know how much I'm trying to give in,do you ?

So all this quarrels has finally taken its toll.He left a few hours ago and left a note on the table.
Sb actually woke me up a few hours after he left and told me that he had already gone home and she actually opened the door for him,not even telling me at all.

He wants me to think and he thinks that I need a well-deserved break which I don't think I really need it cos what else have we got to think ? Its not like he's gonna solve the problem after thinking.Would he change for the sake of this r/s ? I really don't think so and thats my guess only.Well,it may happened but it'll be a miracle if he does cos its so impossible for him to change.
Been telling him for I don't know 12345678 months already and he's still like that.

We've been quarrelling since we came back to my house and I hate it when we quarrel becos I've to worry that he'll just walk out of the house like tht. zzzz Is it becos this is MY house so I am giving more attitude than I'm already am giving.

We were having fun when we were on the way back.While waiting for Gerald,he used his stupid beanie to hit my face,becos I got nothing on my hand,I had to use my face to beat his face and how would I know that I would hit his nose so hardly.So like he got a sensitive nose and he sneezed.After that he wipe his mucus on the back of my shirt.Its fucking sick can.Who would like it if someone did that to them ? He can like beat me back or something,why must he do something so sick ? I hate guys who are so unhygienic.ITS A TOTAL TURN OFF CAN. but sad to say - my boyfriend is a very unhygienic boyfriend with a lazy character that makes him a messy guy.

He didn't want me reply his msgs already but I don't want to be left here alone on his 1 week break.Why must we be wasting our time thinking ? And what the hell is he actually thinking ? He could have done that a long time ago and things wouldn't have turned out like that. I feel like an fucking idiot here. And I think Im gonna draft something on all our problems and a way to solve it..




; look to eternity for thats where we're heading to

I'm actually watching a movie on tvlinks but I really need to vent my anger her before I start scolding daryl and he gets to blame me.

Anyways,do anyone know what the hell my boyfriend is doing now ? He's actually watching TV,to be exact - the women's bra and cleavage.Am I actually embrassing him ? HAHAHA sorry,i don't give a damn anymore. But why do he have to always look at girls right infront of my face ? He can do it behind my back actually,i don't really care but why,WHY WHYYYYY INFRONT OF ME ?!?!

You guys can go ahead and look at the girls but pls keep your comments to yourself,like how big their boobs is,how firm their ass is.JUST DON'T FREAKING SAY INFRONT OF YOUR GF HOW PRETTY OR PERFECT THEIR FIGURE IS BECOS YOU'RE ACTUALLY TRYING TO TEL YOUR GF SHES NOT BETTER THAN THE OTHER SEXY HOT GIRLS. YOU GUYS ARE A FUCKING ASSHOLE WITH A FUCKING COCK FACE !

I thought coming home with Prince would be a good idea but its a fucking wrong choice man !
FUCK MY FREAKING FUCKED UP LIFE !

He just love pissing me off no matter where I am.I thought I would be able to spend my time with my sisters or what but he just fucking won't leave me alone.He just have to disturb me and piss me off like one fucking retard.And now I'm using my laptop AGAIN !! In his house use laptop come home also must use.He is playing mahjong with my sisters and I wna play too but I cant stand him anymore so I had no choice but to lock myself in this room !

YOU SEE,HE IS DAMN FUCKED UP ONE ! I DON'T KNOW WHY THE HELL GOD HAVE TO SEND SUCHA SHITTY BOYFRIEND TO ME. HE IS SUCHA LOSER MAN ! - I meant daryl ong not God.

I don't why he have to insult me.Even if its a joke,it could hurt me alot can.WHICH FUCKING GIRL WOULD TOLERATE SUCH NONSENSE ?! I think I'm already very good enough to bear with your fucking chee bye nonsense lors ! IF YOU DONT FUCKING COME AND APOLOGIZE TO ME TONIGHT YOU DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME UNTIL YOU APOLOGIZE YOU FUCKING MOTHER FUCKER !

I don't get it,why can't I even be angry with you ?! WHY CAN YOU FUCKING GIVE ME ATTITUDE WHEN I CAN'T ? WHY AM I WRONG EVEN WHEN I'M NOT ?! WHY ARE YOU RIGHT WHEN I DIDN'T FUCKING DISTURB YOU ?! WHY AM I TREATING A FUCKING RETARD LIKE A PRINCE? WHY DO I EVEN HAVE TO BEAR WITH YOUR NONSENSE WHEN I'VE GOT NOTHING IN RETURN.IF ALL THOSE KISSES AND HUGS ARE A WAY OF APOLOGIZING THEN SORRY,I DON'T THINK I WANT THEM.ALL I WANT IS A SINCERE APOLOGY..AND I WANT YOU TO CHANGE MAN ! FREAK,I'M SUCHA BLOODY BITCH WHY CAN'T EVEN GET A GUY TO CHANGE..AND THIS GUY IS NOT CRAZY OVER ME.UNLIKE OTHER GUYS WHO GOES CRAZY OVER ME ! HAHAHA.AND UNTIL NOW,HE DON'T KNOW HOW PRECIOUS I AM.


; I guess you're nothing else but a pile of shit.

I'm sucha freak man,I didn't attend school today becos I couldn't wake up despite sleeping for 123456789 hours zzzz NO LA.Slept around 1pm and I fell asleep while watching D.O.A with prince zzzzzz

Woke up around 1pm and now darling is still sleeping.Fixed a little of the jigsaw puzzle and got fed up with it so I gave up dong it....will continue it later or tmr I guess..AHHHHHH SHITTT !
gonna go now,daryl ong damn noisy ! keep asking me to buy wanton mee for him ROARRRR !

I don't like my boyfriend and I seriously feel like giving him one tight slap which I don't think I would dare to do it.FUCK.I'm sucha timid,I wish he was some other guys who I don't love so deeply so I could like beat him up like one fucking asshole.

So he claimed that he was the one who took the cups down and when he was playing Dota,I was the one who took all the cups down with the bowl and I even know how many cups I took down.
5 cups and one bowl plus a spoon ok ! I sat beside him and tried reaching for the bowl beside him and he still thinks that he was the one who took it down.And then when I said no he said retartedly, "then who ? the cups fly down by themselves mehs ?" FUCKING RETARDED BOYFRIEND ! I'm not trying to claim any credit for myself but its really sad seeing myself doing so much things for nothing..I mean like,he should be grateful or something and i don't fucking get a thank you.

I don't like staying here anymore I think becos its really so tiring doing all these things.I think I would rather stay at home and well,June was right.Staying at your boyfriend's house isn't very good becos we become used to each other and maybe there is no love in this r/s.hahahaha but i still love him luhs. I wish daryl would go back to camp soon actually so I dont have to do so much housework already...siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ! I hate my life so much.I wish mummy is back so I can like complain to her and i hope she could like talk to dear or something like, "don't bully my daughter lehs,my daughter in your hands already you better treat her better ah,don't let her do so many washing and packing ah.You should do also ma,everyday play computer then never accomapny her.She everything wash thing you never say thank you also.
Everyday she come complain to me,then I have to talk t you...so ah,treat her better k ?"
HAHAHA WAH,if mummy say this I bet he would do something bout it cos I know he respect my mum alot too =D

FUCK DARYL ONG !

I just had my lunch with Dear and he refused to throw the packets away.The worst thing is,he asked me to throw it away and he went up to play his Dota.I suggested that he put those packets into the plastic bag and I'll throw it away but he didn't want to.WAHLAOS.I think he's relying on me too much.Forget it then,I'll leave it there but I know Auntie Pam will be unhappy bout it,ZZZZZ so be it man ! Its not my fucking house and why the hell should I even keep it so clean ?!? SCREW YOU DARYL ONG WEI LIANG !

Anyways,June and me talked bout our boyfriend yesterday and I think we're in the same boat man ! HAHAHA cos her boyfriend discriminate her friends,her boyfriend doesn't like her to go out with her friends,her boyfriend this her boyfriend that.HAHAHA So like my boyfriend LOL.

But I still feel so guilty lying to her bout being 18 and I'm not studying already and all the other craps zzzzz But she got shocked after Kongkong told her I'm her sister and she said went "HUH ?! so you are 18 and ur sis is 20 plus luhs ?!" So I told her "No luhs...I'm only 16 actually.." LOL.

Actually,I find Americans very friendly and I actually prefer entertaining them than the China guys cos they are super friendly.Yesterday alot of China guy's ignored me when I asked them if they wanted any fruits.Cos when their buggy arrived we've to like greet them with a "Hi guys! Would you like some fruits.Banana and watermelons.." If they can't choose then we would tell them "Watermelon better luhs,you all play under the sun so much,watermelon can quench your thirst." BUT some of them eat until like they've not eaten any watermelons in their life before,

some of them even want us to feed them zzzzzz And their like fucking gross. The best part is we get to 'steal eat' (tou chi) the watermelon when no golfers come.

Some of the golfers were really funny.They came and they asked could they have watermelon juice instead of watermelon. ZZZZ and some even joked about the watermelon ~ wo-de-mei-ren (my beatiful lady )

I've not been school for 2 days and I think I've missed alot of important lessons like Maths and F&N,probably English too. HAHAHA I'll go to school tmr and asked Shi Hui for all the important things to note for the exams.

Gonna go do my puzzle not and I've done the border tgt with daryl ong wei liang already !

BYE GUYS !

Me,jojo,kongkong

First time see my own sister wear cap HAHAHA

Some other models.

Looks like Daryl Ong is angry with me for leaving him at home today.. Well,it was a last minute thing and I tried to wake him up..Ah,he don't wna listen bout my day and its really fucking sad can. Its like,whole day working and he don't even wna know a shit bout it.FORGET IT! I'll tell my bloggy instead =D !

Okays,its like that.Kongkong called me around 6plus EARLY in the MORNING and she asked me to go for this event at Sentosa.So I was like "Huh,cannot luhs,daryl still sleeping lehs.Have to ask him first,call you back k...? " Then I woke him up and he went "mmmmmmm..." then when I started saying "Kongkong" then he fell asleep already =.=

So,I decided to go since I could earn 100bucks instead of sitting on this bed using the laptop like one stupid dumb ass surfing the web zzzz ! Got changed and headed down to Harbourfront to meet the rest then went to one of the Golf club at Sentosa..

Had our lunch at one of the restaurant there.. Kongkong,Onyi and me wanted Japanese food but one of the organizer told us not to order those food that would take a long time to cook but you know what?! She ordered Japanese food also ! And its also the set =.=

They distributed the caps and we look f retarted wearing a tube,skirt and sports shoe plus a ugly cap =.= Then they allocated us our holes where we will be station at.There were about 30models,not all are pretty HAHAHA My partner is June and I think we get along quite well HAHAHA she's super crazy... !

The whether is fucking hot and I've got sunburn on my shoulder =.= And my neck hurts alot,even when I tilt a little ! zzzzzz ! So June & I were like crapping all the way,talking,slacking..
Well,I feel bad lying to those people,like I've to fake my identity zzzzzzz Had to think before I talk if not zzzz ! Some of them thinks that I look like 15 ! LOL ! Actually I'm not even 16 ! HAHAHA !

So I went back at 6pm when I suppose to be back at 5.30pm zzz Cos no buggy pass by so I waited for like so long =.= And we have to leave at 6.30pm. Went back and wasn't allowed to wear our own bikini becos they want colourful bikini =.= So had to wear theirs and theirs is 'SO-NOT-NICE' !

Took the fiddle bus to Cafe Delmar and waited for the golfers to come.BLAH BLAH BLAH ! They were playing some games and they asked for a 4 guys and 4 girls. And I was with this Ang Mor group and one of the Ang Mor guy pointed at me zzzzz !

So we had to go up to the front and dance with the guy who chose me but luckily he was a Singaporean.Two groups were fantastic..HAHAHA didn't win though but got this prize which is a eyes massager I think zzzzz

And then again,BLAH BLAH BLAH ! Then waited for Sb's boyfriend to fetch us.Came back and I'm now in the messy room and I don't wna give a damn to the messy room =.= Sorry,I didn't go into details becos I'm super shag now NIGHTS !

Had F&N test today and I know I have not put in all my effort in it cos I guess I was the first to finish the paper.. Was wondering why those other students could just write non-stop,was it all just one whole load of crap or they wrote all the points down ? zzzzz I know mine is nothing but crap but I swear I did study !

Auntie Yvonne came tgt with Auntie Jann and Darling Prince to fetch me =DD Then went over to TTSH to see the doctor but prince couldn't get a MC for Wed cos the fucking doctor didn't buy his story.. Auntie Yvonne is so thoughtful.. She bought me a Goat's Milk sweet(sucked,chew or whatever) becos she thinks I need it.I asked her why she bought it for me,she said "Becos I can't stand seeing you so skinny".. They are really very nice people.. Its like,I love to eat something,then they would order it... None of my ex has any Auntie that dotes on me so much, in fact I didn't have a chance to even talk to their Mum HAHAHA !

Anyways,walked over to Novena and did window shopping.Prince wanted to buy a shoe but couldn't find any there so headed to Heartland mall..He got his pair of shoes already and I don't really like it cos the yellow thingy is so so so ugly.HAHAHA !

I realised I have stopped reading story books already zzzz I want to read but I can't find any to..
I still owe the library 20 bucks and so I can't borrow any book..Borrowing from the school library seems so wierd..I've read every book at home already,including the Encyclopedia(read it when I was young ! HAHAHA) .. I think I should start reading the bible already LOL !

Sherlene asked me a very good qns today,"Do you intend to marry your boyfriend?" Well,why not ? He may not be perfect......but our marriage would be =D

Kongkong and Des is coming to play mahjong now and their on the way already.. So... BYE ~

Uncle yaya came last night HAHAHA Can't trust my gut feeling anymore I guess ! Lol..

Woke up quite early today and we finally went to Pepper Lunch ! =D Didn't finish it though cos I've got not much appetite.Then Prince suggested catching a movie.Watched Evan Almighty,the show is fantastic man ! A very meaningful show also =D Have faith in God !

Prince bought me a jigsaw puzzle and the frame =DD ! I'll finish fixing it and frame it up asap cos it cost a bomb to him I know HAHAHA almost 1/4 of his pay gone can.. HAHAHA Lucky he got a PC game for himself also if not I'll be so so so guilty..

I'm having a fever now and I've got F&N test tmr ... zzzzzzzzzz Pretty Boy made porriage for me =D Though its very plain but you know whats inside the bowl of porriage ? LOTS OF LOVE FROM PRINCE =D

We actually broke our record ~ we didn't contact each other for 2 days . Well,its not gonna happen again =D

So woke up very early today,got changed and waited for Auntie Yvonne to come.Then went to Dear's camp..Nothing much to rant actually cos nothing much happened.The last part was interesting,the part where all the recruits throw their hat or whatever you call it.Auntie Yvonne managed to take a video of it.

After that,we could take pictures with them then was very angry with him still can.He not only never talk to me can,still don't want to hug me or anything when we were taking the group photo.Damn fucked up one,you know,so not gentlemen can ! ROARR ! FUCK.

Then waited for him to take his stuffs from his bunk and after he was dismissed,it started to rain heavily.Then he walked over to the tent,he took his cap and put in on my head.HAHAHA,

so sweet though but he could have done something earlier on like hugging me during the group photo.ROARRRR !

Went back and he changed then we went to this restaraunt called "Bai Jia".The food there is very delicious and cheap =D Came back aft eating.Was surprised to see Naldyrah there.And my her boyfriend is from the same company as my boyfriend zzzz lol.

Uncle yaya maybe coming later but I have this gut feeling that he would not come and I don't wna spend the night here actually.Kongkong asked me and prince to go to the Geylang pasar malum.I want to go so badly can but dear claims that he WOULD be coming.No,he say until 100% comfirm coming like that but uncle yaya said he MAYBE coming only.With who ? himself only lor,play lanjiao cards.ROARRRR ! Aiya,fuck !

In Auntie Yvonne's car.

Auntie Pam was over at my house just now..then Uncle yaya came and he fetched us back here.

When I stepped into the house,I knew how much I missed his room,his bed and of cos him beside me.After walking up the stairs,I switched on the lights of his room and realised the bed sheet cover of the bolster is taken off.So I thought it he was so considerate to take it out but when Auntie Pam came in,I asked her,she told me she was the one who took it out.

I couldn't stand the sight of this messy room that I'm gonna live it ( I know,like it or not I still have to stay,or daryl ong would say "don't like then leave lor" ) But I really love this room,not exactly the room.I don't like the sofa bed,neither do I like the computer.All I love is this bed, where you and me are seen together hugging each other tightly.Awwwww ~ I miss you and your warmth hugs.

So after unpacking my stuffs I decided to pack his too,I mean like just make them look neater cos its really,M-E-S-S-Y ! Well,guess what I did next ? I changed the bedsheet =.= I hate how easily my brains gives in to my heart.I know I swore not to pack his stuffs or touch his stuffs but I can't help it..becos I know Auntie Pam would never pack his stuffs already becos ever since I've been living here,I'm the one who do those stuffs cos maybe,she respect my privacy or something.No,out of point.Bottomline ~ Daryl would never pack his room at all.

Ok,I'm tired and I've to wake up early tmr to go for his P.O.P..Hope everything goes fine between us tmr. And I hope God would lead us to a Happy ending =D No! no ending for us pls ! I love you,God.

the 10th kingdom

Its the 14th today and its our 7th monthsary...so I took the initiative to msg him..I thought we could have a good talk or something but it got screwed up by his fucked up brains zzzz Anyways,
its raining now...is the sky crying for me ? HAHAHA !

Well boyfriend,I won't chant if you are the one packing the room.Its not like I love to chant,just that If you're not gonna clean it up,the job would be mine..Do you even get it ? I don't like cleaning up the mess you made.I don't want to be treated like a maid.I DON'T LIKE CLEANING UP !!!!!!!! You know what,I can't take it anymore and I think you're treating me for granted.YOU ARE GONNA BE SO SO SO SCREWED UP WITH YOUR LAZY CHARACTER !

Trust me,I'm the best gf you can ever have ok ! So I think you should treasure me ! I'm not threatening cos you're one of the best boyfriend I had..perhaps not.I've never had a perfect boyfriend,not even you.If you can kick the habit of being untidy then I guess you're the best guy in the world zzzzz I know I know,one load of crap here right ? Am I chanting sutras now ? ROAR ! You're getting on my nerves too.I dont know when I'll blow my top,FUCK.

Sighs,I know I can't lose you..I've tried to talk to you,can't you see how much I'm trying to keep this r/s going ? I tell myself to tolerate no matter what you do becos I know how much you stress you've to take in camp but sometimes you really go too far...

~Happy 7th monsthsary

Its already 24hours and not even a call from him..Well,since he wants it this way then so be it..
I'm not gonna wait for his calls already.. Daryl Ong,don't think I JERMAINE KONG very good to bully ok ! I won't always give in to you one lorxzxzx you fucking moron !

Mummy just went to the airport,didnt send her off cos there is not enough space in the car..
And I'm talking to star now =D

FUCKED UP BOYFRIEND I HAVE MAN ! BLOODY IDIOT,DON'T TREAT ME LIKE SOME MOTHER-FUCKING BITCH K ! YOU DON'T TREAT ME SO GOOD AS AND WHEN YOU LIKE AND THEN SCOLD ME OVER SMALL MATTER LIKE THIS.I AM NOT GONNA TOLERATE ANY OF YOUR SHITS ANYMORE OK ? IF YOU WNA LIVE WITH THAT ATTITUDE,THEN SO BE IT K ? ITS EITHER YOU LEARN TO RESPECT ME OR TREAT ME BETTER ! THERE IS NO WAY I AM GONNA PACK YOUR ROOM AGAIN OK?! SCREW YOU DARYL ONG !

I don't like it when he doesn't get enough rest and i HATE it when he gets angry over the slightest mistake I made.Wait,in fact I didn't do anything wrong at all..

He asked me to ask his mum to find the appointment card and call them and try to arrange an earlier date..So I asked him if his mum would know what he was referring to and guess what ?
"Fuck it,don't bother" was what he replied..Zzzzzz So much for being kind..I mean like,I don't know which fucking appointment card you're talking about and how am I suppose to tell Auntie Pam if he don't tell me anything ? Well,thats not the point..he asked me to ask his mum and when I tell her the wrong thing I would get scolded by him and now I asked him he scold me .. zzzz this also not,that also not.Then fucking go tell your mother yourself,you fucking moron !

And your poor attitude is fucking horrible ! I don't know why the hell your mum and I can tolerate your bloody nonsence ! YOU ARE ONE FUCKING IDIOT BLOODY FREAK ! But nonetheless,a loving boyfriend..

Sians,I don't know what to do with your fucked up attitude..You can screw me upside down and I'll still love you..but what will happen if I do that to you ? I guess I'll get fucked by you for my scolding you.. zzzzzz

~ Things don't always go your way..

I'm watching the 7oclock show now and I'll keep this post as short as possible though I've got many things to rent about.Have anyone noticed I didn't blog yesterday ? Haha. was too tired and my eyes is hurting like fuck now becos of my lens,think the lens crack or something zzzz but no worries,took it out alr zzz but still very painful =.=

Damn,my English is deteriorating..I'm very disappointed with my English marks can...zzzz its like a just pass only zzzz Anyways, I'm starting to like Maths and English lessons now,only becos the both teachers can joke around with us and also they can take jokes..F&N is also one of my favourite subject but its definately at the bottom of my favourite subject list.HAHAHA..

The guys in my class are bastards,not exactly bastards but they're really stupid and irritating.

Maybe juat little immature I guess...They think inflicting pain on others are fun zzz and they always bully my sitting partner and I can't always stand up for her zzz But one of the good thing is they don't bully me,maybe they don't dare HAHAHA.

I've thought bout this in class,I've got nothing that I'm good at zzz I'm not good in my studies,

I can't cook neither can I do play an instrument =.= I can't dance well(YET! HAHAHA)...Basically,I can't do anything HAHAHA zzzz

I don't like my fringe ... zzz it looks so straight and short zzzz Like those typical girls out there zzzzz I don't look so elegant alr ! HAHAHA crap =.= I washed my hair yesterday,I don't know if I'm able to,am I able to ? zzzz.

Btw,this message is to May..Well,not that I don't have a father lol just that I'm not staying with him and I don't see him that often thats why I don't blog much bout him..

And sb,compare my life to yours,yours is so much funner though I still think studying would be a better choice than working at this age HAHAHA Anyways,I know how lucky I am to be able to play the computer but thats besides the point..aiya,don't know how to tell you also.And I believe God plans everything..Me and daryl ; our love is predestined..your words do makes sense too so now I'm gonna start thinking BYE !

Small girl taking sucha big umbrella.LOL.

LoL..

Gelare

I'm watching Bruce Almighty on channel 5 now..I'm very very tired,slept for 3 hours last night.

Was late for breakfast but thank God the Cafe Cartel manager is kind enough to let us order the breakfast despite being late for 20mins.HAHAHA.

The breakfast at Cafe Cartel isn't very delicious and its not very tasty either.I ordered 2 sets,one was the omelet with mushroom and sausage another croissant with scramble egg.I prefer eating delifrance's croissant actually.HAHAHA I won't wake up so early again to eat Cafe Cartel's breakfast.LoL.

Then walked around Hg mall and there is an event going on,the balloon sculpture(is this what I call them ?) did many nice balloons ! Took many picture of it..

After Hg mall,I went to reborn my hair and it took me alot of courage to rebond it you know.

I don't want to be called a mop HAHAHA but actually i prefer my previous hairstyle lol and i think i look like a small girl now becos of my fringe =.= If I'm not able to watch any NC 16 movie or play any pool I'll go back and kill the Auntie ! Roarrr ! No worries actually,I'm turning 16 soon ! Im gonna go now..BYe !

Inside the omelet is mushroom and sausage,

looks very delicious in the menu but its not as nice as it looks.

Yesterday's dinner - Yoshinoya&popcorn
Mummy occupying the whole bed ROAR ! Cute luhs she.
Hougang mall.
The auntir clipped my hair like that =.=

I look like sailor moon HAHAHA

I'll blog now since I didn't really blog today..My previous post is full of pictures so here are some words for you guys to read HAHAHA.*I'll randomly post luhs*

One minute before 6am and I'm still not in bed.Actually I went to bed at around 4am and I couldn't get to sleep so played 02jam for a little while..kongkong,des,sb and her bf just went out to watch the sunrise .. I don't know if I'm able to wake up at 9.30am or not zzz hopefully I would be able to hear the alarm..

Sb asked me a pretty god question just now.."You really think you and weiwei can last forever ah ?" Well,I don't think,I KNOW *Winks* HAHA,no luhs..Its very impossible to give her an exact answer..I can't tell whats gonna happen in the future.I'm not trying to mean anything else but its just that no one would know the answer too,its for daryl and me to find out.The only one who knows the answer best is GOD.He isn't gonna come to me and tell me whats gonna happen in the future,would he ? I wish he would man,then I could correct whatever mistakes Im gonna make in the future HAHAHA Bottomline : Don't think so much about how long you would last with the guy,all you need to do is put all your effort into the r/s. But pls make sure the other party does the same if not you can just ask him/her to fuck off! HAHAHA.

I'm getting use to my life without Daryl Ong already HAHA The first few months was a torture to us becos we were so use to seeing each other everyday but as the time pass,we got use to his army life already.. =D

Acutally,I find my life boring.Just doing my usual stuffs that other people do. Sleep,eat,slack,
watch TV,play computer... zzzz If those who love reading my blog must be some lunatic mother fuckers becos MY LIFE IS JUST SO BORING. Not exactly though cos I've also blogged about my felings and everything HAHAHA I wna know whats call a interesting life.I mean like, what can I do to make my life more interesting ? What is cal an interesting life btw ? Everyone does what I do everyday so...zzzz I don't know what Im saying also STUPID SKULLY !

Okays,thats all for today..Tmr is the last day of holidays and I promise I would study well and do my best for my EYE..BYE READERS ! Btw,the new video is under the introduction of me and daryl ong. nights !

YES LUHS! Finally managed to upload the wierd video format to You-Tube.I read up on the whole program and got help from windows help center and it took me hours to get it done zzz but still,the genius princess here did it =D Prince once said, ' when theres a will,theres a way'. See prince,I'm always listening to whatever you say =D (video on the right >>)

And yes man ! I'm going to go Cafe Cartel tmr to eat the breakfast with my sis ! =DD ! Sb is at my house now and I've never seen her with her bf in my house before,HAHAHA! TWO O'CLOCK AM , everyone home already =D