Wondering why this key chain is so familiar ?

Its from the 9pm show that they used to show =D

Bought it from one of the shop in AMK Hub.

We were supposed to watch a movie on Saturday becos Dear promised he would catch a movie with me when he books out..but we missed the 7pm one..Was a little disappointed..Then

decided to stay home since Auntie Pam sort of hinted us alot of time to stay at home and play mahjong.Then went up and prince was checking the time slots for the movie..I don't know how he managed to read my mind..I mean like,he knows me so well already or was it my facial expression that betrayed me ? zzz So I was like "Don't go luhs.." Then he said "I know you want to go..but don't want to go cos I sick and Auntie Pam like don't want us to go" .. zzzzzzz.

In the end got change and took a cab down,missed the show cos we left the house later than we should zzzz Went to the arcade instead.Darling played a few games and I played the I don't know what game,some sort of street fighter type.

Then went back cos darling really needs his rest.When I was in the line waiting for the cab,then I saw Ms Jane and Mr Hong behind me =.= Then talked to her a little while.

Yesterday,went back to my house to bring the dress that Mummy's friend wanted to buy from me but its Mummy's friend so..decided to give it to her instead of selling it to her.Then went over to pretty boy's friend house to do his tattoo.After that,took a cab back and accompanied prince to the doctor.

Slept quite early last night ; 9pm. Then he received a call early in the morning around 10.30am and his sergeant asked him to report back to camp in an hour time ; 11.45am . Zzzzzz Last night they said 9pm and ROAR ! So prince is in camp now not sure if he can come back or not ... zzzz
He's sick but yet still have to go back,a really ridiculous can.. zzzzz

Didn't go to school today cos prince is sick and no one home to take care of him so well,I'm his gf and its my job =D We've been tgt for 5months~going to half a year in 17 days.Time past real fast.Like,last few days was our 5months and now its gna be half a year already =D Being with him for 5months has really change me. I've learned to control my attitude,save money and lots of things. Staying with him has let me learn alot more,really.I do some of the house work like cleaning up his room which includes packing his god damn messy room.I don't throw my stuffs anywhere but I keep it nicely.Tissue papers are thrown into the rubbish bin ; I don't do that at home,I just throw it wherever I can.I bring the cups and plates down despite climbing up and down the flight of stairs which are really tiring if you're gna pack his room.And,fold the blanket once I wake up.Yes,WOW ! I actually learned so much of things.And its good to stay with your boyfriend cos,you'll get to know his or her bad habits which they don't show when you're not staying with them or rather you won't get to see it if you don't stay with them.And you can get to adapt to their way of living and vice verse.See, we get to know each other better this way,so after we marry we don't need to worry bout each other's bad habits.

The puzzle that I bought.

Almost done with the border and prince did the top left which is Belle.

I'll just pray and hope prince
would be able to come out and rest at home.

Im back already & Im so dead beat now.. Feel like sleeping but gna maple first.

Met up with star at Jurong Interchange,went to the library borrowed her books and took a train down to Boon Lay.Then we went to eat dinner.Instead of ordering the duck rice that I wanted,

I ordered Durian Ice Kachang =.= So if dear is ever gna read this post then HAHA,there goes Skully.Didn't eat my breakfast nor lunch,just grabbed a feel chips and went out of the house.

So dinner was Ice Kachang and supper was Old Chang Kee's curry puff and spring roll =x

Then after eating took a bus down to Arena to play pool.I can play pool for nuts HAHAHA ,

at least some balls I hit are able to go into that damn hole HAHAHA.Anways,fun still ! =DD

Before pool,played the 'Log Kock' arcade outside.Lol ! Played a few rounds of street fighter with that damn bitch ! So retarted yet fun =D

Took a bus back and then I saw this Jig-Saw Puzzle with many different PRINCESSES =DD !

And its only FOUR BUCKS ! Glow in the dark somemore,I think so,thats what they showed on the board ! hahaha. Im gna finish fixing that puzzle and frame it up.And it'll be finished by maybe,lets say...next year ? or 2009 ? HAHAHA.

Called darling prince just now and he sounded so...zzzz he said he's very 'pek chek' with his bunk mate.Hope he doesn't get into any fight or what so ever.. So,he's coming out sooooon ! Few hours more ! HEHEHE ! I dono if we're still gna catch a movie tmr or not =/ I hope so cos I miss going out with him zzzz I mean like,catch a movie tgt or smthn doesn't really takes up that much energy.I know he's tired but zzzz SIAN , I don't wna stay home all day reading book while he plays his computer games..

Well,if he's gna meet his friends at night and then not gna go out with me during the day,then i've got nothing to say cos he has the energy to go out at night then why not in the afternoon ? Hur,thats my hint you asshole.

Goodnights.. And sweet dreams readers !

I've never been to this new toilet in JP !

Was really surprise that JP actually has such nice toilet,

its not just a normal flush but censor flush,I don't know

if Im 'Sua Ku' or not luhs but SO COOL CAN ?!

I took this in the cubicle !

Prince,you wanted this right?! HAHA,DURIAN ice kachang !

Our late night snack =D

I've just brought some of my stuffs over from my house and I've forgotten to bring many other things.zzzz Im going out with star now to the library and maybe pool..so i'll come back and blog later,prince has gone out field today so he can't msg me till 9pm =.=

So there's this passerby named V who actually says prince change already,no doubt bout that AND he has change alot.. A more caring boyfriend,his temper is so much better..And,maybe I could say he has given in alot,much more than the past few months..

Was planning to wear the cap mummy bought for me becos dear isn't here and Im not going out with him..haha.Becos he don't like those 13-year-old-girl-dressing zzzzzz Like,a shorts,tee and a cap plus canvas shoe lol. But decided not to cos star doesn't have a cap.I forgotten to bring my jacket and so Im wearing daryl's oone and its like SO SO SO BIG ! Covering my shorts alread =.= Anyways,gtg alr ! Im super late ! CYA !

Mei Hui gave me this chocolate yesterday.Shocked of cos lol.

Its very nice !

FUCK FUCK FUCK ~ YES FUCK YOU ! ROARRR ! I know Mr Tan is gna say Im vulgar but I can't tolerate things like this,though I know I've got to live with it,FUCK !

We were talking happily when he told me Saturday evening he would be going out with his two goodfriends (LADIES) & one of his bunk mate after our movie and he would be back before 2am. So apparently,the only thing that came to my mind is, "WHY CAN HE GO OUT WITH TWO OF HIS GOODFRIENDS WHICH ARE TWO LADIES AND I CAN'T GO OUT WITH TWO OF MY FRIENDS(MALE) + STAR OF COS !" Yes,WHY ?!

I said it clear enough that I won't go out with them already.And,I expected him to call and say the same thing as me, "I'm not going with them already.". Oh No,he called and asked me questions in a very harsh voice =.= Not forgetting spouting vulgarities at me and I hope one day he could kick that habit off ! He actually misunderstood me. I tried to explain but hur,I always can't out talk him becos I don't know how to explain it to him and he just don't bother to listen everytime.And even if he listens,he would say something else to cover up for what he has done.
I mean like,sometimes I've got no say at all.Everything he says is right,everything i say is wrong.He has given in sometimes I know but.. I don't.. zzzz I don't know zzzzzz

Till now I can still feel the tears in my eyes,blurring my vision.He apologized and yes,felt better but still upset and jealous.I know he is gna think Im young again..but no..I dont think so cause,
I don't wna imagine how you would get drunk and when girls come up to you,you know what you'll do.No prince,im not trying to say anything else but you know yourself,you once did it to *******, so you know temptations and everything,don't tell me you've gone through it all cos things do happen again,and one thing,you would never know.

Not that I don't trust you but I've actually trusted you so much that Im afraid one day you might just betray my trust zzzz I know its out of point already but since you want me to blog it out so might as well tell you how I feel and everything.Maybe i've said too much..still,Im jealous,
not a bit,but alot.Mummy and your sister-in-laws said,in that case,all of us don't go out,just the two of us go out.But I know,you've got your friends and I've got mine,so just be it.We'll go out with our own friends.Just,fuck.I meant,becareful if you're gna get drunk.I don't know how Im gna forgive you if you're ever gna do things that you know you shouldn't do so..Goodnights..

Those quarrels,those jealousy,

I thought this r/s has stabilise alr,

but no,think bout it again,

theres still a long road ahead of us.

Yesterday night was the happiest day of the week =D Cos Daryl Ong and me has finally talked after 1 whole day.He didn't contact me at all since the day we quarrelled which was Tuesday morning.For the whole afternoon,whole evening,whole night & then the whole of Wednesday he didn't call me at all =.= So in the end,we sort of talked nicely to each other through SMSs.Well,I know he's worried and he loves me alot,but maybe he should learn to trust me and this r/s.Thats all I've got to say.Like they say,without mutual trust,we'll never be able to continue this r/s , so Daryl Ong, LOOK AT THIS, PLEASE TRUST ME ALRIGHTS ?!

YES LUHS ! Tmr is the last day of the weekdays,means,FRIDAY ! WEEKEND IS COMING ! =D 1 day away from seeing pretty boy and tmr Im gna go out with star to the Library,hope darling prince allow me to go.ROAR !

I woke up late today.If it wasn't for my Chinese test I would be lying in bed still I guess.My sis came into the room and woke me up at 6am.Which is still early for you guys,but I've got to take a cab to school if I don't wna be late for school.So Mummy was like, " Go my wallet take $15 take cab to school", and she kept repeating herself like I've not heard what she said when I've already replied her OK ! ROAR ! So I couldn't decide whether to take cab to school or not cos I didn't know when was Chinese lesson.So I msged Shi Hui and asked her.She said don't know so I asked her to check her time table.And she replied me " Chinese after mother tongue" =.= !!
I replied her "Fuck you luhs." I thought she was joking with me. Then he sent another msg, " Chinese after Form teacher period" . So like was super pissed with her luhs.Lol.Then decided to take the mrt to school since its the first time I'm late so means,NO DETENTION =DD !

Mr Tan asked me why I didn't come to school yesterday,and I didn't replied him so after a few seconds he asked me,wake up late ah ? So I was like ya why ? Then he asked what time I wake up,i told him bout 10am and he said "Sharul from 5n1 came at 11pm,then why you cannot come?" Mr Tan,for the first time I think you're not using your brains,no offence. Cos by the time i come it'll be 12pm already.then come school for one an a half hour then take a 1hour plus ride home ? Eeeeeks,I rather not.Waste my trip fare,waste my time and waste my energy.=.=

Went to school and Mr Woo praised me,he checked the late coming file and my name is not tick at all , so he said "Wah,Jermaine,so good girl alr ah ? So far so good,keep it up ok ?" So,praises like this should be remembered.I've not been praised for quite a while and finally someone so nice praised me =DD

I didn't attend P.E today,wanted to but my leg is still very painful.. Oh and darling was very cute,he asked me to see a sin seh if my leg still hurts.LoL ! Then me and Sherlene was very fascinated with the insects around us.There was this ants carrying a dead ants and many other insects also. I don't know why,but I love to see the ants crawling around. Reminds me of pretty boy,before we were tgt,I met him under his block to pass him his bday present and then when he went up to his house to put his present,I was waiting downstairs and I saw this big ant crawling up the wall, I stared at it for quite a moment and then pretty boy came down and laughed at me =.= lol.So back to where Im saying,there was this un-born worm,still in its whatever you call it,Sherlene wants me to kill it or smthn,step on it,i forgotten luhs.zzzzz I don't do such cruel thing zzz its either I stay away from it or leave it alone. lol.

Then after school had to do some investigation on a lost pencil case which belongs to Zhen Hao.
Crap man.Just one bloody pencil case and pen make the whole class stay back zzz If he couldn't take care of his own belongings well,then don't drag the whole class time.If we did that to him I dont think he'll like it to,anyways,had physics remedial also,so same luhs,must stay back.

Oh and I'm in a good mood today thats why I've got sucha long post.Some of them thinks that I've to add some colours to my post becos they find it too boring becos its all black in colour.zzzz
But seriously,I like the whole chunk of words to be BLACK ! instead of all the colourful words. Maybe its becos of the white background that I have that doesn't blend well with colourful words.zzz I dont know much bout colour.

Auntie Pam my cute mother-in-law was very cute yesterday night.She called me and asked why I've not been coming over this few days.She asked me " You angry with me ah ? " Funny luhs she. Monday,I went to Vivo.Tuesday I had my Napfa,yesterday I didn't go to school and was lazy to come over though a few streets away only and today I'M HERE ! =DD

Don't know when I'm gna bring my school stuffs over.Too much to bring over already =.= Bit by bit and I'll bring all my things over,I think prince room would have more of my thing.Lol.

Gna go get some rest or maybe read my story book which I've not touch for the past few days becos I'm too f up with the quarrel so couldn't find a right time to read it till today =D SEE YA BITCH !

No missed call,no nothing from him.Not even a message.HAHA ! I know he still care.Kongkong gone downstairs without her phone and her phone is right beside me now ! Then I saw her phone blinking.And then looked at the number,SO FAMILIAR ! Daryl Ong Wei Liang number ! hurhur.so like im msging him now,but he doesnt know its me.hurhur.

So finally I get to sleep for as many hours i like.I didnt go to school today,my legs are aching now.zzzzzzz Slept from 10pm last night till 5pm this afternoon. zzzz

Daryl Ong's msgs are so ridiculous can...Wtf. He thinks Im gna go on a double date.Fuck man.
Why would I ? And I cant bring myself to do it k !

Being tgt for 5months,and this is how much you trust me ? I think you really deserve a slap in the face. So what does it mean that you don't care anymore ? Since you don't wna care,then what for keep me by your side ? Might as well just tell me,you're better off without me.

Some bloody mother-fucker stole my calculator.So pissed with Daryl Ong already and I still have to search around for my calculator,fuck man. School sucks,Daryl sucks,I suck,everything SUCKS !

Had napfa,Im a total failure man.Passed my 5 stations and I pass my 2.4 by 15secs,thank God.
And lucky the whether was fine.Not sunny nor rainy.My legs are very wobbly now zzzzzz.

He haven't been calling/msging me since morning.HAHA.Fucked up boyfriend luhs.. ROARR !
I dont know why but god have to play this trick on us,for a moment we're as sweet as Something-Real-Sweet, and then the next moment as bitter as tonic drinks.

Recently,I've not been missing him as much,but when he comes out Satuday,I'll be missing him when he's already home =.= So wierd.Last week,he actually requested for a re-test on Friday so he could come out earlier to see me. He said he almost failed his 2.4 but he thought of me,so he ran faster,he is this sweet but some part of him really suck zzzz

I hate you THIS much ! But I love you THIS much..

Oh gawd,

please bless us with eternal love..

I HATE DARYL ONG I HATE DARYL ONG I HATE DARYL ONG I HATE DARYL ONG I HATE DARYL ONG !! !# &#$%$^$#@!*&!@ !

Obviously,we just quarrelled ! Not just,an hour ago but Im still angry for whatever that had happened today & yesterday.Well,he apologized for yesterday's incident,but so what ? Still having the same bloody attitude..Army hasn't change him yet,not so fast i know..How foolish was I to actually think he changed so so so much.Better temper and everything,the only thing is, he has never ever stop to listen to my explanation.

Oral was bad,real bad.My conversation with Ms Lim ended in less than 5mins.My mind was so blank =.= I even asked her to repeat what she said.Believe it or not,my English sucks.God,I hate it so much.Chinese poor enough already still make my English like tHatzxzxs.. zzzzz

After oral went to meet Kongkum at Vivo,then bought my transparent umbrella =DD ! Headed down to AMK Hub to meet kongkong and Des,ate Pepper Lunch ! HEEEE ! Then took a bus home.

Aye,I dont know what else to blog,I wna go to sleep before 12am..Tmr is my English paper and I can't afford to fall asleep during my paper..I think I'll skip school on Friday,Im too tired to attend school already..I've been going to school regularly and I think I need a break already since my CAs are over..Im having my Napfa test tmr ~ sians.. Hope I dont drop dead during the 2.4 cos I've not been running for ages zzzzzz

Sorry for the messy(I can't think of a better word to describe it now,sorry again) post.. Too much things running through my brain already,hope it goes out of the other side so I've lesser things to think of.And sorry If Im not updating becos Im either too lazy/tired or I've got no time..No pictures too zzz lazy to update sian byebye. Gawd,this post sucks alot !

Whats wrong with you ?
Did those mosquitoes in the army sucked
your brain dry that you've got blood clot and you
can't even think ?
MIND YOU,I'VE NOT BEEN GOING OUT!
& I didn't lie to you at all,at least I told you,
just that you didn't clarify anything with me.

Horrible feeling Im feeling now,God,it sucks man.Not down yet not high. Zzzzz It feels so much better aft explaining but zzzzz I still hate the way he made me lie and blames me for it zzzzz You suck so much but still,I dont know some part of me love you like hell.zzzzz whats up with all the zzzzz ? zzzz. =.=

Went down to KM8 yesterday,didnt meet my precious blinking star,Im sorry pretty lady,friday alrights ? I miss going out with you.hurhur.Anyways,prince asked me to go down to meet his friend tgt with him,was so shocked can .. zzz like finally he's bringing me hurhur maybe becos he knows he'll be leaving early and won't be drinking,maybe drinking but not till he gets drunk or tipsy.

In the end,his friend couldnt meet him so we went down to collect his pay and then stayed there for a little while and went off.Didnt meet mummy and the rest becos dear felt a little sick,not exactly sick but just that he feels like vomitting.

So went back and he played his C&C zzzz Mummy is gna get me a laptop soon,so HAHAHA,I wont get so bored when dear plays he's god damn C&C/Dota.

He's sucha sweetie,he tired to surprise me when he got home on Saturday.The door opened and he sneaked into the room,opened the wardrobe and got something,I dont know what becos I wasnt facing him,waiting for him to come to hug me.Then he went down closed the door.I was thinking where would he go without even waking me up before he leave the house.So I went down and saw his bag and clothes all over the floor.

It was drizzling so I sent a msg and told him "Did you bring umbrella out ? Its drizzling." So he replied, " Wahlao,no more surprise already zzz " HAHA ! =DD Then he came back with my potato chips and the things he promised to buy me when he books out =DD

And i did some online shopping and =DD Recieved the clothes already =D Bought a purple bikini and a tube dress and stockings.Gna go get the Aldo bag,provided its still there.And the transparent unbrella tmr ! HEHE ! Sleep tight everyone ! Mahjong now ! Awwww ~ having physics and chem exam tmr + English oral zzz !

Guess what I saw on my way to prince house ? Anyways,Im here already.

While walking through some blocks,from far,I noticed a middle age women.The women was squatting at this place under HDB flats where they had this Insert-10cents-for-water.So I looked closely and actually saw her with her bare buttocks.I guess she was doing her small business or smthn.LoL.Maybe she couldnt hold her bladder,but why did she do it where someone would be able to see her ? Lol.SHe dont look retarted nor insane =.=

Auntie Pam has gone to sleep already.When we two are alone,like when she's in the kitchen cooking,we'll talk bout our day ~ in school and her work. I tell her things which darling doesn't know and well,thats between me and Auntie Pam,so dear,don't bug me to tell you HAHAHA !
She takes very good care of me and same for her,I take good care of her too =D

Im gna go do my maths hw now before my brains get tired.And then maybe,maple later or just go to sleep. Nights readers.

Mr Tan claims my English is better than darling's.HAHA.Mr Tan,if you happen to read my blog again,HERE it is,go view his blog if you still have any doubts about his English.He speaks and write good english,all better than me =.=

So school was tiring today,chinese teacher damn fcuked up zzzz Aye,nothing much to talk bout school.Its weekend already =D Like,FINALLY =DDD Spend my whole afternoon sleeping and I feel much better,not so dead and lethargic already.

So,I supposed prince would be spending his afternoon with me first before he goes drinking with his friend..He's booking out early tmr,not 5pm.Thank God.If not he wouldnt have time for me till Sunday afternoon.Maybe I'll ask Star out or smthn tmr,so I wouldnt be rotting at his house
zzzzzz

Im very hungry now zzzzzzzz Gna grab something to eat before I bath then head down to Hougang st 21 to sleep again.HAHA.Nights =D

Nothing much to say today. Stress and busy with my F&N timeplan BYE!

Okays,I've found a better sentence to express it.

Darling prince,i had never thought of turning into a bad girl.Like what you told me at the chalet,
'Im the one you see a future with.'

Now,look at this sentence Im gna say, "YOU ARE THE ONE IM LOOKING FOWARD TO MARRY,THE ONE I SEE A BIG BIG FUTURE WITH,THE ONE WHO WILL BE BRAVING THROUGH THE SUN AND RAIN WITH ME,THE ONE WHO WOULD BE HUGGING ME TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT,THE ONE WHO CALLS ME SKULLY,I LOVE YOU, AND ALWAYS YOU =D , I SWEAR UNDER THE NAME OF JESUS,ALL THIS SAID HERE ARE NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH,IF I WOULD TO LIE,I'LL BE AN UGLY SHORT PLUMP DISGUSTING FREAKY HORRIBLE DIRTY OLD GRANNY K ? "

I love you =D Goodnights.

Walking down the dark and quiet street alone,yearning for the warm hugs and kisses,wishing he would be right there walking with me,side by side. Hur.

He's just too afraid of losing me.Caring too much for me and everything,being too over-protective. All Im asking for,is for you to trust me. Aye,I dont know how to express it out to you.Maybe someday when we're free,we'll talk bout it alrights ?

Right now,your body is failing you. So take care of yourself in army.I love you.Goodnights.No hugs and kisses for you today cos I dont feel like giving you any HAHAHAHA !

Oh and cKongkum bought me and prince a couple polo tee-SKULL !

The more I sleep,the more tired I am zzz why ? roarrrrr ! I wanna find a day to sleep for 24hours Lol So impossible.Don't feel like going to school tmr zzzz These few weeks,I've been waking up later than usual zzzzz I wake up early in the morning and go to school and return home with an empty brain, zzz learn nothing in class zzzzz But,I've learned smthn today =D

I hate being so alert in class,and giving up my sleeping just to get smthn into my brain,but end up knowing that its a waste of effort stuggling to pay attention in class zzzzz ! 3 more months to EYE I guess ? Haha,Im buck up next year I guess ? zzzz

I wna do my F&N hw now,but dear's computer is so big,yet no Microsoft Word inside zzzzzz
LAO YA LUH DEAR ! roar ! Gna go get sm sleep before and then wake up and study my Geo.

I've learn the Command & Conquour already.Finished the tutorial course also.Quite fun lehs ! Lol. So like I took a picture of the screen.Compared it with my story book and a bottle.

So darling prince sent me a msg just now.He's feeling very bad becos he has got no time for me.
He have to go for army and thats what every guy has to go through.I can't blame him for that either.To make him feel better,I told a big WHITE lie zzzz I hope he doesnt read this part.I just felt like blogging it all out zzzz Ok,I told him Im contended even just sleeping with him for a night.HAHA like which girl would be contended to sleep with her love one for just a night? zzzz esp when she's so used to his hugs in the night,his kisses in the morning and the sweet words he would say to her before he sleeps. zzz I asked him to sleep and told him that I understands how tired he is and he should get his rest so he could hug me on Saturday,Hur,another lie I had to say,I wna talk to him badly...

Some people told me,"he's too over-protective of you". I can and can't agree with them becos that shows how much he cares for me =DD Thats something to be proud of,and I dont really care if he controls me too much becos at least,he gave me enough freedom to go out with my lovely lady,Star =D I've said too much =x

Anyways,my love,I've receieved your flying kisses =D I love you goodnights =D

Had my F&N test yesterday and I didn't know.Though I've read through the notes a few times,I'm not prepared at all zzz Was given 5 mins to read through before we start the test.Read meal planning and she given a clue.She said bout the meal planning,that topic hadn't come out before.So I read everything except 1 section(children) of it. So the qns came out about that children part and I felt like slapping myself in the face ROARRRR ! 8 marks for that qns zzzz

So after school went to meet my sisters at Chinese garden mrt.Then walked there.Had lots of fun,tiring though zzzzz Noticed one of the guy there,he has this golden fringe which resembles pretty boy(last time).HAHAHA. Don't worry prince,your blue-green fringe still the nicest.

Took a cab home and dropped dead on my bed immediately,didn't wake up till this morning.
I had this horrible nightmare that freaked me out.Cried during my sleep and woke up with a wet pillow.Pretty Boy wants me to post it up and he says he'll read my blog when he book out this weekend,hope this is not another empty promise.No false alarm pls,my prince.

I dreamt that I was sleeping with Des for some reason or another,I cant remember.Then he tried to molest me.(Always when I'm using the computer,he would come in to the room and pretend to lock the door and he'll go "HEH HEH HEH! " Maybe this is why I dreamt that he raped me lol) Then I told dear and he was angry with me but not des.He didn't wna reply my msgs nor answer my calls.So I got really upset.He brought 2 girls back to my house and I think thats furfur and vuc(the 2 girls he was supposed to meet that day).Then I msged him and told him I missed him,he replied me " Don't try to act sweet luhs!" zzz So I met star at a shopping center.Told her everything.Then while waiting for cab.Ms Tan(Chemistry tchr) was behind us.
She said "Where is casar(prince used-to-be-goodfriend/brother) father? Why he never come fetch me?" Woke up after that part.

School today was horrible,the class got into a small/big trouble.Thank God I wasn't 3N5 Jermaine if not I'll be in trouble with Mr Koh SL now. Now I know,if I dont create any trouble in school,Mr Koh SL can be called a nice teacher.Well,cant deny what Mr Tan said is true. "Mr Koh is a nice and kind teacher if you're not creating any trouble" Oh yes,I agree with him now.
Oh no Mr Koh SL,Im not boot-licking here. =DD

Some of my classmates were protesting during SS.And they made a fool out of themselves.
I like Mrs Rama,becos she lets me read my story book in class HAHA no luhs,cos she gives us notes and clues for our exam,not like some other teacher who couldnt be bothered to give us any notes like Mr Taib.Underlining words or sentence doesnt help,Mr Taib.

After school,Mr Koh SL came into our class to talk to us.He asked if we still had anything else to complain or not.Didn't wna voice out my opinion,afraid I might have to stay back after school so had my mouth sealed =x So here's my opinion.Its not about how many weeks we've to study for our test,its not how long we should be informed about the test,its how much stress we have to take on that day.3 test a day ? No joke man. Maths formulas can take us the whole day to study/memorise it. So,if any teacher happen to see this,don't confront me cos I don't want to be held back in school. Thanks.

Had Maths test today,left 3/4 of the paper blank,dont be disappointed in me cos I think Im giving up in maths.I know the formulas but I dont know how to apply it.I hate giving up in exams cos it means I've not tried my best.I tried to do but looking at the words and numbers makes me wna drop my pen down and go to sleep zzz I dont know how the rest managed to find numbers to punch into the calculators zzzzzz And this test is gna pull my EYE grades down ROARRR !

Mr KC Tan thinks that my English is good or rather he thinks I can score well.He expects an A from me for my N lvl.Hur,he actually thinks so highly of me.Hur,darling prince thinks that my English is bad,can't deny that fact luhs.But,he compares my English with his zzz of cos I'll lose out to him.

Assembly in class today and our class boys all act like an idiot can.lol.They all have something in common,they all like to destroy things around them zzzzzzz Some of them are very funny..

So I've decided to stay at dear's house after my exams or maybe after this week.But I'll go home cos I'll miss my sisters and mother of cos.A house is built with bricks and stones,a home is built with love alone =DD But at Darling Prince house,I've got the different love,the love from Auntie Pam can never be compared to other love,she treats me like her daughter and thats of cos,cos im her only daughter-in-law =DD And prince's love,is the greatest of all =DD But mummy,i still love you =DDDD

Don't wonder where I'll be revising my work,I'll tell you now,I'll study downstairs at the dining table.So I'll not be tempted by this big computer and big bed ! =DD And I've read finish my third book ! Going onto the fourth one now =DD Prince wants me to learn how to play Command & Conquer. lj game. Lol. Gna go learn to play it now before he books out,I'll be a pro =DD

The words kept repeating in my mind,the things he said during the argument in the car.
He dont believe that I go straight home everyday,other than those occasions where I had to spend it with my dearest star.He thinks Im lying.How could he accuse me of going out when I didn't zzzz Well..he said I go home everyday,he said it so sarcastically cos he didn't want the argument to go on.Sighs.

I just played maple and level-ed already.If it wasn't becos of star and Nazree,I think I would still be stuck in lvl 20.I dont know how long more I can survive in maple.LoL ! how many weeks already,and Im still lvl 27 HAHAHA what a shame.I think its a waste of time playing maple actually.But,had no choice but to entertain myself with maple.Story books are too boring at times,mahjong needs 3 other people. Blogging and mapling are the easiest way to past time.I think Im really gna start learning Dota.I'll see prince play next week zzz Going to Jurong to swim tmr with my sisters and des.Gna go get my sleep now.Nights ~ And tmr is Prince first day of BMT,hope the weather would be good and God Bless Him PLEASE ! Many hugs and kisses for you my lovely love. =DD MUACKS ~

On Friday I went down to collect prince phone.The conversation between me & the policemen was very hilarious.

Me: ( dialled dear's phone to see if I could get through,surprisingly,someone picked up)
HELLO,the phone is with you ?!?!
PM: Ya.Can you come down to get it ?
Me: Sure ! Why not ?
PM: Can you come down to Bukit Gombak before 10pm ?
Me: HUH ?!?! Uhm...
PM: You still schooling ?
Me: Yes,I am but im at home now.
PM: So,where you stay ?
Me: Hougang lehs.
PM: Awww ~ (he told me the directions)
Me: Ok,I'll get back to you asap.Uhm, Is that your house?
PM: NO LA ! This is a police post.the taxi driver brought the phone here.
Me: HUH ? ORH OK ! ROFLOL !
PM: HAHA,you thought this is my house ah ?
Me : HAHA ya.

So I've never ever talked to a policeman before,and I didn't know policeman would joke around like that.LoL ! He's very friendly ! Then I changed and took a MRT down.Met star since I was heading down to the West.Had a hard time finding our way there.The policeman was very friendly,joked a little with us.

Then went to eat around that area.Decided to play pool but that idiot didn't bring her ezlink/IC out so didn't have anywhere else to play except Arena.So called some people to get directions.
Then went down played till 10plus then I went back to dear's house.

Slept and then woke up the next morning.Heard the door opening and decided to wait for dear to come up instead of me going down.So he came up after 10mins.Then lye in bed for awhile and the computer came.Needless to say ~ dear enjoyed this weekend.LoL ! I didnt take any picture of the gigantic screen becos prince had been sitting in front of the computer for so long,didn't had a chance/time to take a picture without his stupid monk head.So he played the computer for I don't know how many hours.And that's the reason why I finished reading my story book within two days.And now I'm going on to my third book.

After a few hours of gaming,he finally decided to go to the Pasar Malum with me.Lol.So we took a cab down and F,don't have what I wanted.But ate Taiwan Sausage =DD And ate the whatever -chicken is that.Took a cab down to ChinaTown.Waited for his friend to come.Then went to Studio 8teen to drink.Uncle Yaya came too with Auntie Pam.

Got to know a little more about Rachal.Shes simple and nice =DD A very cheerful girl too =D
But she don't look like 19 LoL. then went back after that.

Today,I don't know why but prince woke up at EIGHT/8 AM/MORNING. He actually got so used to army life already.After lunch went to eat Snow Ice at heartland mall =DDDD Dear has never failed to bring me to places I want to go =DDDDD After that came back and he played computer and I read my book.

Auntie Jann and Yvonne came to fetch prince to came.Went to mac to Auntie Jann to buy some food for darling becos we didn't eat much during dinner.When we came back,Auntie Yvonne said the car engine was hot,so had some problems and drove to a mechanic workshop.On the way there,the atmosphere in the car is so zzzz I mean like,everyone is perspiring and Dear is in his Army uniform.Didn't dare to talk to him,afraid he might just flare up for no reason zzzzz But thank the government,his temper had been so much better after a month in army.

Waited for quite awhile them to repair the car.Darling called his officer and told him he would be late.Dear just called and said he's not sure if there would be any punishment for him yet.So,god please bless him! On the way to his camp,had a small little argument with him zzzzz

Not a very long post today..and i took almost an hour to blog zzzz Having Social Studies exam tmr.I studied for it already and hopefully I can get a few marks.Goodnights =D

Yesterday, managed to get 2 seats at vivo for Harry Potter. =D Star was so excited and guess she enjoyed the show alot.Then we went to Candy empire and bought some sweets =DD Star bought 2 things for me.Then after that she went home and I went to dear's house.

Then dear came back around the same time I reached.Was supposed to go to Pasar Malum but its already 9pm and I want to watch the 9pm show.So didnt go.And dear's kbox with his friends were cancelled also =DD I know Im selfish HAHAHA Went to bed after the show.Prince friend called and asked him out to drink and its already 11pm.Then BLA BLA BLA,then when his friend called again,I asked him to answer the phone and he said "Sweetheart dont want me go."
So sweeeeeeeet can =DD

Woke up in the morning and darling was still asleep.Thought he would wake up zzzz then went to school.Star woke up late so waited for her near her block.Was almost late for school.Ran to school and I felt like Im half dead already.Just 2mins short slow run could make me feel so tired.

I dont like Mr Taib,some say he's a nice teacher,but I dont agree ! He took my story book away.Yes,my fault.But he wanted me to do 30 squats. What for make my muscles ache for just a story book ? zzzzzzz So was made to write 100 times "Im responsible" instead of squats.

I hate it when Maths is the last few periods,cos by the end of the day and the end of the week,I'll be so lethargic.Exhausted by all the travelling and those travellings are enough to take half my life away.

Reading this book called "Daughters of the Moon".Kong kum has the whole collection of it. I just finished my first book.I realised Im so into the book that I read it everywhere I go,even when walking or waiting for the traffic light,so unlike me. But heh,ain't it good that Im reading a book ?
My school bag used to have handphone,mirror,comb,wax, hairclips, rubberbands,accessories,wallet and clothes and everything except books.Now,MANY MANY books in my bag =DD Im a good princess =DD

Dear called me using his friends phone,and guess what he said ? "Princess,I left my phone in the taxi,HAHAHA !" He still has the cheek to laugh =.= Not his phone of cos,and how much can that phone cost.WAHLAOZXZXZXXZXZXZ ! ROARRRRRRRRRRR ! Bloody idiot !!

Gna go dear's house sooooon.he;s comig home tmr and our 5th month tmr =DD Computer coming also.Hope the computer will come very early so we can go catch a movie or smthn.And
my pasar malum.HAHAHA !

So we finally had F&N pratical. Prefer not to have it actually. HAHA. Didnt wna cook cos I hate washing the dishes and cooking.If its for dear I would but too bad,its for no one so I revised my F&N since exams are next week.Ms Png talked to me during pratical.Its the first time I had a friendly one-to-one talk with her.Shes a nice teacher and fun to be with.I guess she dont know darling well enough.I appreciate her care and concern.And well,MAY thank her for her advices in future but I dont think its of good use to me now,cos right now darling is the only one who makes me wanna study hard.And she dont know that.

Today,No Maths,No English ! R-E-T-A-R-D-E-D ! Had 4 free periods.No,I dont want that ! ROAR ! If its Social Studies/Geo/Chem etc. I dont mind but HEY ! MATHS AND ENGLISH !
FCUK.Was stoning during one of the free period.I dont know why I felt so emo. LoL.Some classamates were telling jokes and riddles.Sherlene has many cute actions.But she eats many loudspeaker.LoL ! No offence lady.=D

After school went to get star's bday present.Bought her a chocolate,I chose them and I think I made the wrong choice.LoL ! And got darling one also ! =DDD For our 5th month this Sat ! I hope star wont see this if not Im gna regret posting this ! ROARRR !

Then went to dear house,studied my F&N.One more topic to go =DD then waited for Auntie Pam to come home.Ate dinner with her and then came back home. She wants to wash my shoe on Friday for me zzzzzz lol my very wierd mother-in-law.Hur.

Dear is coming out tmr after dinner.And he is going back on Friday afternoon.Fcuking retarted.Might as well let them stay inside zzzzz Then Sat our 5th month also dont get to go out becos of the computer.And then night he has to go to his friend(army friend) bday party.
Aye,fuck man,really fuck everything.Lucky its his friend's pt if not I would have scolded him becos he sees his army friends EVERY DAY(except weekends),its more than he sees me.
If he goes to drink for the sake of drinking on our 5th month I would definately scold the shit out of him.Bloody idiot ~ MY PASAR MALUM YOU PROMISED ! ROARRRRRRRR !

I dont seem to miss him so badly anymore.Not that I dont love him that much already,no worries,my love for you still remains the same.If its not the same,then it would be deeper. =D
Maybe Im used to not seeing you everyday already.. Gawd, I feel so emo today zzzzzzzzzzzz
I hate it when my partner has got no time for me ! Roarrrr ! I know he dont want that either.I hate life now.ROARRRRRRR !wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf I dont know what Im thinking zzzzzzz
Prince just said he'll read my blog this sat.Im gna be so dead for cursing and swearing at him.
HEEE =D DEAR,YOU LOVE ME HOR ? LOL.

I feel like sleeping already.Early night today for me zzzz do i say that everyday ? After clicking the publish post I'll off the computer and head for my cosy bed.Lights out and sweet dreams ~ Almsot forgotten,after 12am,its star bday! Maybe she'll be in maple ! Gna knock on her door tmr morning and surprise her ! =D
NIGHTS.

One for my star,

And one for my boyfriend !

School was a waste of time today,not exactly though cos I've learn something during Maths.
Geography was bored,slept for the first 4 periods.Had assembly after school ~ Aids/STI talk.
Some of them were - childish.Or am I too grown up for them ? >.< I certainly AM ! Shit,no offence.

Dear called me after assembly and asked me to meet him becos he has got nights out today.
Means have to book in by 9pm.So went home and I guessed I was taking my own sweet time,
Gosh I hate it ! Wasted all my precious time dolling up ! If not I could have watched a movie with dear cos he said he wanted to watch a movie with me just now !

So I left the house at 5pm and went to return the books at Hougang Mall.Then headed down to Parklane.Met his platoon mate,he's a japanese guy but he dont look like one.His gf rachel,a very friendly lady who is 19 but looks like 17 only.Then went to play pool - not me,but the two guys(darling and his friend).

After playing,dear said go TCC eat ! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~ Ate Salmon Teriyaki this time !
NICE NICE ! But the food took quite awhile to come.Was freaking hungry becos I've not eaten for the whole day.Late for every meal ~ breakfast-woke up late ~ recess-no nice food ~ lunch-no time,had to rush to meet boyfriend ~ dinner- YES ! TCC ! I wouldnt blog this out but becos prince wouldnt read my blog so heee ! I dare to blog it out here ! WAHLAO ! Last few days when prince was at my house I asked him read my blog,he said "Too many pages to read" =.= Excuses luhs idiot ! And I know,one day you'll be reading this.So God bless me,DONT SCOLD ME ! ROAR !

During dinner,dear made a very good point.Told him bout my test next week,and he said "See,
sure fail one,never study right?" Well,I didnt. =x So he said I must have the determination,so I told him no motivation how to have determination.And then he said "Im your motivation,you pass your exams you make me happy inside and outside.So study hard" Aye,how long had I been telling my blog I'll be studying.I brought home my books but it just doesnt gets out of my bloody bag.HOHOHO ! Hur,not funny pls,jermaine ! And now I realise,Im running against time.
And prince,you're the one who motivates me,the one who lets me know how I should live my life,how beautiful the world is,and lastly,you're my everything.

Waited for cab and then sent dear to his camp and came home =DDDD School tmr,1.15pm end ! =DD I swear,upon the stars above me,I would revise my work tmr ! If not those all those stars would to drop on me and kill me! Alrights.I'll stop here and have an early night.Loves !

Arcade

Greedy prince!

This is in my stomach already ~ retards,get it ? LoL !

YES ! IM SUPER HAPPY NOW ! DARLING PRINCE HAPPY I SURE HAPPY ! =DDDDDDD !

Receieved the bad news from mummy.Was very moody too,just like pretty boy.Then went to his house.Wanted to study my Social Studies but ended up sleeping.Auntie Pam called and said she got course so she wouldnt be back so early so I came home.Then bout 9pm Auntie jann called me and said she wanted to go to courts to try their luck.So YEAH ! Didnt dare put anymore hopes on that bloody computer already ! So in the end bought the computer ! =DDD
Dear was so happy =D and he;s having his test tmr and he will be out tmr for a little while.won't get to see him though.zzzzzzzzz

BYEBYE !

Yesterday night,after mahjong and drinking at 3am at my house,we went back to dear's house.Ate before we sleep.While eating,he took a shot glass and I asked what is he gonna do,so he replied "Last glass before I sleep".Then he poured Dry Gin and sliced the lemon.Came out with it and he sat infront of me staring at the glass.So I asked him if he's gna drink it need becos its Dry Gin and it tastes H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E ! zzzz

So he stared at it for a minute and told me he didnt felt like drinking already so I asked him to pour it away since its sucha small glass and he didnt want to waste it so..he asked me to drink it.
And for me I hate shots.And plus the salt at the tip of the glass,my ulcer would be super pain can.So I jsut drank it and AWWWWWWW ~ Sucked the lemon and dear went "Congratulations,
you just killed the germs in your ulcer" =.= Taste better than terquila though =D He's one clever boyfriend luhs. =DD Kisses for you k my prince ? MUACKS !

Today we woke up bathed and went to FairPrice.Dear FINALLY bought me my honeystars, polky,ribenna and the biscuit that Ive been bugging him for months.zzzzzzzz Then went back studied for awhile but ended up hugging dear becos he was reading his command and conquer book behind me.LoL ! Packed his army stuffs then waited for Auntie jann and Auntie Yvonne to come.Then fetched dear to his camp.

I dono if I should stay at dear's house or not cos its just 5min walk to the mrt station and I dont have to wake up earlier than I always do,and like what dear say,mummy has her own privacy..
So...aye,I donno what to do also.ROARRRRRRR !

And,I believe this week would be the same as the previous week.One week will pass by very fast ! =DD And Im gna see my prince real soon ! HEEEE ! Maths Commen test tmr ! BYEEE ~

We went down to eat dinner with my family just now..Before that quarrelled with dear . zzzzzz
So he didnt hold my hand while walking ='( I cried while eating becos of dear.The funniest part was,everyone except Kongkum thought I was crying becos of my ulcer.LoL.

My ulcer is super super pain.And it isnt getting any better but worst.ROARRRRRRRRR !
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ !

I've got a big BIG BIG surprise yesterday ! Yes ! One of the biggest surprise from darling ! =DD
He msged me and told me one of his friend left a present outside the house and asked me to open the door and see if its still there.Then I told Auntie Pam bout it and we sort of rushed down to the door and I opened the door and looked on the floor there was nothing.Then dear popped his head out ! =DDD Was so shocked & I screamed ! Oh my gawd ! I love him so much can ! Wondering why he can come out on friday ? Becos darling performance is good so he can come out on Friday Night =DD !

Then we watched tv together with Auntie pam.Drank a little too.And my ulcer is still very big.Now,a little numb still.Then went to sleep !

Woke up and Mummy called then ate and took a cab down to Courts to meet Mummy. Mummy bought the computer for darling but not sure if its bought or not.They can only comfirm it on Wednesday.Mummy wanted to get me a laptop too but no point if dear gets a computer and i get a laptop.zzzzzz.So after that decided to come to my house cos no nice movie to watch !

They're playing Mahjong now ! My grandmother also playing with them.LoL ! Gna go and accompany my boyfriend now ! BYE ! Oh and! See the date today ! =D

Dear's army notebook.He's so sweet.He put all our picture inside and drew many things

about our past,how we met,what we do and everything.=DD

And to some passerby : I would give you my sister's email address if she haves one !
So STOP asking for it !

Its been awhile since me and Dear quarrelled.And this morning,we quarrelled.I wasnt the one at fault and I know he is frustrated over the computer.Well,so I gave in and apologized for saying something that sounds so rude.He misunderstood my words and so I explained and went to school.Recieved a msg from him and he went "Princess,sorry for my poor attitude".Nothings else could make me smile except him =D

Im going over to Dear's house today so wont be blogging till Sunday.Maths Test on Monday..
Sigh.I've only got tonight to study ! Roarrrrr !

Im almost done with my F&N.Just left with timeplan =D I didnt study today HAHAHA ! Aye,
not I dont want to but I dont have the time to.Im very tired now,think gna sleep soon.Dear slept so early today (8.30pm) .. zzz & I know,he has got no time&energy to talk to me on the phone....My ulcer is so so so pain.How to kiss darling like that? LoL ! Goodnights.

Pretty Boy drew this when he was going after me,

when I rejected him,he finished it up and wanted to give it to me.

After we got together,he framed it up.

And here it is,his final art piece (Negative effect)

Would anyone want to compliment me on the 3 things I did today ? HAHA.

First,I concentrated in class today.I did my Chinese worksheet & listened during Chemistry & English lesson.I read my story book during CD lesson cos theres nothing for me to learn during CD =x Oh and! I've read 3/4 of the book already !

Second,I drank 3 bottles of water ! =DDDD

Lastly,I brought my book home to study ! Lol.I'll study later,provided I have the energy & time.
I've to search for recipes & type out my F&N ingredients,steps and so on.

SEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! Im sucha good girl today but I talked back to my chemistry teacher today which Ive never done that for quite awhile.I dont see why she have to piss me off.She took minutes to greet us.Its like,wna greet,greet.Dont want dont greet.What for waste our time.
If I could I would rather choose a private school.Before she started her lesson,I rested my head on the table since she haven start her lesson.Like I said,she take dono how many donkey years to start her lesson.Then she came to me and asked me to sit up.So I was like,"You also haven start teaching." Then she said "You dont sit up how I start?" Was a little pissed with her already cos I find her so damn irritating. Then I just told her straight,"I sit up you also never teach I sit up for what?" She just walked away and started lesson.And of cos,I sat up and jotted notes down.And yes,I should have done that from the beginning of the year becos I think Im so far behind time now.Exams near the corner and yet,I dont know whats CHEMISTRY & PHYSICS.SOCIAL STUDIES & GEOGRAPHY ! ROARRRRRRR !

Its thursday already ! It means Im 1 day away from seeing my boyfriend ! =DDDD I stupidly smiled to myself today.LoL ! Remembered the good old times when pretty boy held my hand when we were crossing the road,the warm hugs that he gave me to make me feel so secured,
the kisses on the forehead to make me feel pampered,the calls he made to be there for me,how mentally and spiritually he was there to catch my fall.And,the sweet kisses he gave to show me how much he loves me.I dont see it,but,I felt it =D The love,the care,the concerns all came from those small little things he do.I dont think its the good old times becos,its still happening in our r/s now.He still kiss me on the forehead,he does it very frequently that now,I miss him kissing my forehead.He still hugs me wherever we go.Though lesser kisses when we are out,at home,we're still as sweet as ever.Before he was going after me,he was so stupid but yet sweet in a sense.He spent $30 on a toy machine just to get me a soft toy becos I said the soft toy was cute. =D

Just now when i was downstairs eating my dinner with Mummy,kongkong,kongkum and des.
I was a little silly.I told mummy I want 'Xiao Wan Mian' dont want 'Mian'.Cos when I was a little girl,mummy used to order the 'Xiao Wan Mian' without the Mian.So she was like lol.Then Mummy said she share with me cos I just wanted the soup.Then I told her I dont want the noodle inside.Then kongkong gave me the =.= face and said "the mian and soup dont come tgt!"
But,they dont have it there so I asked Mummy,"can I have Ban Mian but change the Mian?"
Then Des said "That one not call Ban Mian alr.LoL !

Ok,I've got no more time to waste now,so yeah,gna go do my F&N now !

Before going out.

3 gorgeous sisters =D

Kongkum & kongkun

My greedy sister !

And lastly,the cute skully that pretty boy has =DD

Im back home and the weather sucks.Took a bus down to ECP.Rented the bike instead of the rollerblades.Had alot of fun and Im super tired now.Drank a whole bottle of water.After cycling took a cab down to Lavander.Des bought us to a coffeeshop that sell very nice western food ! =DD Darling would be so happy to know that Im eating so much ! =DD HEE ! I miss him!

I changed my blog song.This song is very special to me & him. =D When he was going after me,

he sung to me this song.Hur.

I find this trees very nice so I took a picture of it.LoL.

Inside is ham.Very Delicious !

I ate finish ! Im having ulcers and so I didnt eat the fries HEH !
See prince ! Im sucha good girl =D