Its been a really tough week for me,him ? Well,maybe both of us. I just hope lappy won't die out on me now becos I've got so much to blog,so much to say.

After all that happened,I'm still very deeply in love with you and I really wished you could answer all my qns. But I doubt you would..After all the msgs I sent to you and I recieve none of yours,guess that much.


Had a long and tiring day today..but nothing else was on my mind..only you.I just miss you so..so so much.I've been wanting to hug you(in kasar's whoever house,when you came home to change)..All this happened so fast,I didn't even had the courage to speak a word.All I do is cry,why ?

My sis bought me a watch that I really liked and so she bought it for my xmas present.Mummy brought me to many optical shop to get a new Guess specs for me though she just got me one on my bday.I settled down with one very nice one already and I'm gonna get it soon enough.

Last few days,when I came home to hang up my xmas wish on the tree..I saw a present under the xmas tree.It was the only present there and it said : "To: Kongkun ... From Kongkong & Des."..

Well,what else have I got to say ? Sucha loving family I have.. Thanks to all of my lovely family members,without you all..I really don't know how to pull through all this tough times with him. ( Thank God he has his friends now..) Mummy took care of me the whole night becos I am running a fever and I think my nose is gonna start a marathon soon..

I went over to his house today to get my stuffs..Like I said,I didn't speak a word to him becos my timidness took over my courage,damn it. I wished he could reply my msgs or at least my mum's msg becos mummy didn't msg him to talk about or problems..All she wanted to ask you is to join us for Dim Sum in the morning.At least show her that little respect that she deserves,
she did nothing wrong to you..

This weekend completely drained me of all strength.I don't know what else to say,what else to do to make you speak to me,make you hug me,let you know how how much I missed you since last week.Since seeing me next week is your final say..then so be it.I can't do anything else becos its already Sunday..

Again,I hope that next week would be a better week becos its xmas already..You could go anywhere you want on your holidays,just..spend a day with me..Xmas or after xmas.Really,I'll be more than contended..Till then.

Thank God it all didn't end here.
Do you still feel me thumping in your chest ?
Am I still the most precious thing to you ?
I don't know,so much questions but I got none of the ans..
Goodnight my love.