I met up with my dear Star today for the job thingy at the factory.=D Ate alot of food today man,all oily and unhealthy stuffs.

My nails are chipping of man,either chipping off or it just breaks like that.*snap* there goes my long beautiful nails ='( Mummy says I'm lack of calcium lol.

Anyways,enjoyed so much today.Doubt I'll be able to meet her soon.I wished she would go out on xmas eve man..hur.No plans for my xmas eve and xmas becos daryl would be going out to drink with his friends and then the next day which is xmas,he would have a hangover..so aiya,whatever man..

Why does God give me this shit everytime ? There are more holidays to come man,like new year & chinese new year.Lets see if he would leave me home alone or not ! I hate boyfriends to leave their gf's at home when its a holiday and everyone celebrates it and he leaves his gf at home.Forbids me to meet my bestfriend !! WTH !!!!!!! At least bring me where you're going luhs..So...don't tell me I'm gonna spend my valentine day at home and you'll go drink with your friends.Stop making me cry man.I don't know,i feel that i've got enough of all this man.I hate youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okays,I've vent enough anger on my blog alr zzzz Shall blog more this few days so that I would be able to cover up this post so daryl doesn't get to read it though I want him to know that I want to be with him on xmas eve..I just don't have that much courage becos this might start a quarrel again ='(

It feels so (I dont know,the feeling is indescribable) to know that
you're not spending xmas eve night with me ..sighs.