Have you ever been so tired of life ? I am. I just don't know why I've been so lazy or am I just tired of living this life ?

Beauty is the only thing I used to care for but now too lazy to even step out of the house,wtf.
What exactly have I been doing for this month ?.. sighs.

For the first few months of this year,I've been waking up with a smile on my face knowing everything in life would never go wrong becos I've got everything I wanted - family,boyfriend etc.. Been quite contended in life..

After a few months,lots of ups and downs.Troubles here and there,not only in my love life..
Been wanting so much to be a happy girl again like back then,but sometimes there is really too much to think..

Have been staying in darling's house for almost 9 months..So much happened,be it happy or sad moments.We've been through it all..

A few more hours,a new year ahead of me.So much more to think of,new school,new environment,new friends..I just don't want to lose my one and only best friend - star. She really mean alot to me,so God,pls don't take her away from me,thank you.

This has been a short year,just like the previous year but the days spent this year are so much more meaningful than last year.Though I've regretted somethings that I've done,somethings that really can't be changed,just like our love.Still,I thank God for giving me everything that I've always wanted..

New year,new dreams,new wishes,new resolutions ? I've got so little in mind becos all I'm gonna try to do is to study hard,get my N cert and then head for my O's and then hopefully get into Poly.Too early to talk bout it now,haha.Just wish me all the best in what I do and last but not least,everyone to be happy and healthy =DD Happy New Year.