Everytime when I read his blog,my heart would skipped a beat..I miss reading that blog but now,its not only about me,his work,his family and friends,its more than I could ever expect of..Why her ?

Each paragraph leads to another wild guesses of mine,fuck.If only I'm that smart to think,then I wouldn't have so much problems,so much problems to think.

Maybe for now,its time for me to think about us,our future - if we're still ever gonna be together.I don't know if I should hang on to this r/s becos its not gonna go anywhere if we're not gonna do something about us.Even if we're together,would you still love me ? Wouldn't you have the thought of being with her still?

I don't know if losing my phone is a sign,maybe its just me thinking too much.See what I mean,I'm just thinking and thinking.How I wish I could use my brains more on my exmas.haha.
Lost that phone model twice man,if I'm gonna buy that model back again,then I'm just trying to act cute.lol.

I hate how the days pass so slowly,I can't wait for an answer but now I really wish the time goes this slow,or maybe slower than now..I'm not only waiting for his answer,I'm thinking of mine too.Just like him,I don't wna regret any of my decision.

Oh well oh well,see how much love can do harm to us..It may be that wonderful in the the beginning but all the problems just start coming after awhile..Like a speeding posh car you see on the road and then the next moment you realised,sucha beautiful car becomes deformed.



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