For the second time in my life I saw him cry..I hate how I can't help him solve his problems.. The only problem that I would be able to help is to stop quarrelling with him..but hur,its really very hard for me to not say anything when he is angry.

Sometimes I really wonder why in the hell am I keeping my mouth shut man.Auntie Pam would signal to me to keep quiet when he's angry..And I really hate her for that,not exactly hate her but I don't see why I can't say anything at all. Like kitkit ytd,he came in the room to take something and he said to me, "wait until korkor not angry then talk lor.." , so I told him "He can be angry then I cannot ah ? ".. You see,everyone's afraid of him when he throws his temper..Fuck !


He will be going to the Police station later to report loss for his wallet..I hope someone would be kind enough to return it if not daryl ong will be confine for 3weeks.