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Darling just couldnt understand why I will,NOT WANT,to go back KRSS..I dont want to go back to that school either,but everyone knows,I dont have a choice.
Mummy mentioned about shifting house this afternoon..of cos none of us agreed..And yes,I love this house like all of them do..Though I don't have a room that I can call ' My Own Room',I still love this house,the only room I have now all by myself is dear's room...I love not only just the rooms but every corner of the house.(Including Popo's room.)And,I'll touch on that later.
Kong kong is gna work and give me my allowance and she's gna pay for me the amount we have to give mummy in order to stay in this house..Come to think of it,one week allowance $100,4 weeks$400.and shes gna pay another $100 for me.. So its like half of her pay spent on me.. Or maybe just 1/3 ? zzzz But..when I told dear that I've t go back KRSS,he got so pissed.
And if you ask me why Im so keen to go to school.I wna study and marry darling asap.I wna get a better job in future so he doesnt need to spend so much on me and i can help to pay house bill or what-so-ever..and he can't understand that I want to study not only becos of that but becos I dont want to let my sister,mother and father down..
As for Popo,she talked to me today..After mummy&kongkum left,I didnt wna eat.Reasons mainly becos I don't have cash on me and Im not hungry..Popo asked me to order something and she took out her blue note and told me she'll pay.I told her its all right Im not angry.
At that point I wasnt really thinking much bout mummy and the house but I was wondering if I should at least show some respect to her.For the whole two month I've been ignorning her and now I've deicded to start calling her when I see her.. =DD Shes one Popo who cares alot for us.
Though shes naggy and she doesnt respect me at all becos of those nasty things she said to dear.
I've not change dmy mind of thinking..Just that I think shes one Popo whos worth forgiving though I dont have the right to choose to forgive her or not.But I know,Ive to respect her like what Daddy said, "No matter how much you hate her,you still have to respect her"..
If anyone is still gna call me a
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